Destiel mental hospital

Why would he

Dean's POV

I have been living with Cas for 3 weeks. I am trying to get a job so I won't bother him. I feel like I am intervening in his private life. He's at home all the time aside from work. It must be me that's holding him home. I feel so bad. And I still have the feelings. Every time he smiles to me I feel the feelings. He..he is just so beautiful. I get lost in his eyes. I try not to look him in the eye so I won't fall for it. It hurts every time the feelings come..because I..I know he doesn't like me back.

*later that day*

I tried to sleep. I fell asleep but I had a nightmare. It felt so real. It was about me telling Cas how I feel..and..and him reacting..in a bad way..he..I was crying, then I woke up from the nightmare. I thought it was real, and the thought of him doing that was so real. That's why it hit so bad. I couldn't stop crying.

The door opened. "Dean" Cas said worried. He walked to me. He sat on the bed. "Did you have a nightmare?" Cas said worried. I nodded. I rubbed the tears away. "I..I wanted to tell you something.." Cas said. He took a deep breath. "I-it's probably a bad timing..b-but I need to tell you" Cas said. Cas was looking down. "I..I-I am g-gay" Cas said. His voice broke then he said it. I..it made me think maybe he could l-like me..b-but that he is gay d-doesn't mean he could like someone like me.. "I..I h-hope y-y-y" Cas said crying. My heart sinked. "Cas Pls don't cry" I said sad. It broke my heart to see him like this. "S-sor-" Cas said. "It's nothing to be sorry about. I..I am glad you told me" I said. Cas rubbed his tears away. He sniffed. "C-can I ask you a question?" I asked. I am gonna ask him. I am scared.."O-okay" Cas said. "D-do you like me?" I asked. I wanted to know. "N-no" Cas said. Of course that was a stupid question..I looked down. It was silent for a little while. It was so stupid why would he like me.."Y-you l-like me?" Cas said barely. I didn't know what to say. S-should I tell him the truth..Cas was looking at me. I..I will tell him..I guess it's better if he just throw me out so I could just end everything.. "y-yes" I said. It was quite. I couldn't look at him. Suddenly I felt him hug me. He started to cry. I don't know what's happening.. "I am s-so sorry..I like you too" Cas said. I..I didn't know that to say. I just froze. It was hard to believe. He let go of me. He looked at me in the eye. I just looked at him. I couldn't get anything out. I looked at him with a shocked impression. "Dean" Cas said worried. He wiped my tears away. I was just looking him in the eyes. This never crossed my mind. That it would really happen. Like I said it in my head but I didn't believe it. I never thought this would happen.. Cas hugged me.. I hugged him back. "I-I f-froze" I said. "It's okay" Cas said. "D-do you want to c-cuddle?" I asked. Cas let go of the hug. He smiled "of course" he said. I laid down Cas laid down on my right side. He had his head over my heart. He hugged me. I took my right hand through Cas hair. Cas fell asleep before me. I fell asleep a little after not much.