Destiel mental hospital

I feel so bad for him

Cas's POV

I went to my first day of work. I went to get the papers for the patient I have. His name is Dean. I read the paper. Poor guy it seems like he have been through some stuff. It said he tried to kill him self that's why he is here. I feel bad for him. I went to the room. He looked at the wall in front of him. He looked lost in a way. He was hand cuffed to the bed. "Hi, I am Castiel. I want to help you get better" I said. He didn't look at me. "Can I sit down beside you?" I asked. He didn't answer me. Poor guy. I got a chair and sat down beside him. Maybe he feel safer is I tell him stuff about me. "I am gonna tell you a little about me" I said. "I am 22 and my favorite animal is cat. I like dogs to tho. I really like animals. I am a nerd. I love books. I live in an apartment" I said. "Do you want to say something about you?" I asked. I thought I should do it to make him feel safe. And that he can talk to me. He didn't say anything. Maybe he will feel safer if I take off the handcuffs. I went up to ask if I could do it. "I will be back" I said. I smiled to him but he didn't look at me. I went out and talked to the workers. They said I could but it was a risk. I didn't get if the risk was to him self or others. I think I can get his trust if I take them off.

I went back in and sat down. "How long have you had those handcuffs on?" I asked. He didn't answer. I looked at the handcuffs. "If I take them off can you swear that you won't hurt your self?" I asked comely. He didn't answer. I went to take them off. I could feel him looking at me. I think this will be good for him. I took them off. He took his hands up. I looked at him he was looking at me we had eye connection. I smiled at him. He looked sad. I sat back. "Are you hungry?" I asked. He looked at me. I smiled to him. He looked down and nodded. "Do you like burgers?" I asked. He looked at me and nodded. "Okay, do want to come?" I said. He looked confused at me. "Do you want to go out and buy hamburgers and maybe go for a walk?" I asked. "Y-you can do that?" Dean said low. "Yeah. I will get you some clothes" I said. I went to find some stuff. I found a t-shirt that is said AC/DC on and jeans. "Here" I said and gave him the clothes. "You can change in the bathroom" I said. He went up to the bathroom.

I waited for about 5 minutes. He came out. He seemed shy. He..I hate that I feel this way. I don't want to fall for him. He is probably straight and if he was gay why would he like someone like me. He was looking down. I realized I have been staring at him. "I am so sorry..I was in my thoughts..lets go" I said embarrassed. We went out I told the workers that I will be out with him for a little while. They said it was a bad idea but I didn't feel like that. He is nice..and more.. "I don't have a car right now. I just moved here. I..are you okay with walking?" I asked. Dean looked around. Like he missed seeing the outside. It made me sad. "I-it's okay" Dean said. I smiled he looked down. I hope I will get a smile back one time..or more.. I am sure his smile is beautiful as he is..I should stop..I turned to start to walk. I am so embarrassed of my thoughts. I wonder how long he have been inside and not seen the outside. "Dean?" I asked. "Y-yeah?" Dean said. I noticed that stutter then he start to talk. Poor guy nobody deserves to fill like you need to hurt your self to make it better. "You don't need to answer this" I said. He was silent. So I took that as go ahead. "How long is it since you seen outside?" I asked. "1 year" Dean said. "That's horrible" I said. He was looking at the ground now. "Do you want to go to the park?" I asked. "S-sure" Dean said.

We walked in to the store. "What hamburger do you want?" I asked. Dean was reading the menu. "Bacon hamburger" Dean said. "Okay" I said and smiled at him. He looked down. I ordered the hamburgers. We took them out to the park. Dean was looking around. "I want to help you. I want to get you out of the mental hospital. Then I get you out I will still be there, if you want to" I said. He looked at me and so back at the nature. I hope he still wants to be my friend. But I understand why he wouldn't..

We sat down near the beach. We took out the burgers. Dean looked like he really enjoyed the burger. He looked happy for a moment. Now I know what to give him for dinner. Then he was done I asked "what other food do you like?". He looked at me and back at the ocean. "I like taco and hotdog, but I like burgers most and I love bacon" Dean said. It sounded like then he said it he saw the food. I giggled. "I like burgers a lot, I like bacon but it's just fat so" I said. "I don't care" Dean said. "I understand it's like then you like something really bad you don't care" I said smiling. A little smile came on his face. It made my heart melt. It made me feel good that I could make him feel good. After we went back. Dean tried to sleep. I told him that I will stay here to he have fallen asleep. I think it made him feel better. I didn't put the handcuffs on. I think they just made it worse for him.