I was sitting listening to another boring lecture from my proffesr.3 more months i told mself as i took notes.My eye's darting over to micah and leo.The cutest couple on campus four year's running. 4Year's i had wanted them They were cute apart but beautiful together they had the kind of love that most people wished for and i was one of them i wante nothing more than to be with them. I saw micah turn towards me so i quickly looked away i couldn't afford to be caught again the last time leo thought i was after his leo and leo his micheal i had been cornered by the football team and then the soccer team.From then on I tried to stay across campus from them or in situations like this across the room and today was no diffrent.
As soon as the professor dismissed us i was out of there like a shot i didn't know if micah had caught me and i didn't want to find out.I was so glad as i had made it safely made it to my room going into the small dorm and collapsing on the small bed i was finally safe and sound.But i thought to soon as i heard a knock on the door i tried to ignore it but they kept knocking.I was getting up to just say f it and open the door when someone spoke."I know you're in thier laney ,you can't hide forever." I knew that voice;i'd know it anywhere it was leo.So i sat stiff as a board and soon enough he walked away from the door.He stomped away and i took the breath i didn't know i was hiding.
The next week passed by quietly until i made the awful decision to finish my paper at the library i should have gone home as i was caught staring at leo earlier the day but i just wanted to be done so i could sleep in in the morning.And i found that it was nearly 11 p.m. and i found myself trying to sprint back to my dorm but i didn't make it as i ran straight into someone's arm and fell to the ground."You just don't learn laney, maybe word's aern't enough for you maybe you need to feel it tommy said. He was co captian of the football team but there were people from both as they proceeded to punch, kick, knee, and elbow me.I was in tear's and having trouble breathing when they all spit on me."Don't even look at them again or the next time it will be worse." someone said. I nodded in agreement and they left me there. I renbered a past beating like this and gently rolled to my side before leaning on my knee's then a tree Then finally standing on my own two feet. I centered my bag and slowly hobbled to my dorm.I was one of the lucky bastards with a ensuite bathroom. I took advatage of the fact dropping my bag and hobbling in.I set the water to warm to clean the blood off then ice cold so the bruising would go down some.
Once i was sure i could no longer stand i dried the best i could and pulled my boxer's on before slowly easing into bed and closing my eye's.I luckily didn't have any classes for the day so i set my alarm for wed at 9 a.m. in time for my english lecture.Islept through most of the next day only moving enough to drink a glass of water and some soup from my little tub before going back to sleep. As the alarm blared i again took the hot then cold shower before dressing and grabbing my bag to get to class. I was 2 minutes late and was trying to sneak in but the entire lecture hall gasped the teacher turned to yell at me when he saw me and his face paled."Lane are you sure you should be in clas you look well awful." he said but i nodded as i struggled to my normal seat in the far back of the room. After a moment we passed our homework down and he continued the lecture.My hand was messed up so i recorded the lecture thank god for speaker's in my hightech school. It was a normal2 hour class and he let us out a little early for which i was grateful. Everyone seemed to wait and move thier thing's so i could get out safely. I was almost to my room when someone stopped me,"Hey are you ,ok?" he asked. The voice was micah's and i kept my head away not looking or talking. He grumbled something after a moment i heard him walk away and i took a breath as i walked around him and into my dorm. I was good.Over the next month my wound's healed but i became completly introveted i no longer talked to anyone fearing i would cath the eye of micah or leo or there friend's i kept my head down and avoided everyone.It was 6 week's before final's and my teacher decided half our final grade would be on a project about psycology he assighned three age ranges and did groups of three he seemed to be going in some random order and i was breathing fine until i heard his next word's."Final group leo, micah and lane." I lost it."No i yelled down, please anyone else professor rollin's please can i work with anyone else." I cried from the high seat's.
