I had wanted Tilly for months nearly a year now but times have changed Tilly has had a boyfriend or to and so have I but this so the first time we've been single and alone.My only thought is it worth the risk.
Troye-
I was standing outside the cabin when the door burst open to reveal Tyler."Why are you standing out here its freezing troye." He said grabbing my bag and going in pulling me with his free hand. I looked around and listened but heard no one."T Tilly are we alone ." and he brushed it off nodding as he continued to walk towards a door."year due to the weather everyone is stuck till Monday maybe." He said and I froze. "T..that's 2 days away." I stammered. He placed my bag in the room then pulled me to the couch." So troye tell me how you've been albums and tours boyfriends." He said I just shrugged and turned my head away. How could I tell him my last two boyfriends dumped me because I was in love with my best friend.
Tyler let the subject drop as he went to the kitchen and grabbed glasses."let's drink your legal in america now." He said. I smiled a little."I've been legal for a year Tyler." I said and he nodded pouring drinks that were more alcohol then drink. I took the glass as we headed back to the couch to sit down.The drinks were great and I was enjoying them when my phone rang.He was being nice but i freaked getting up and snatching it away. He just glared at me."troye what the fuck is wrong with you." He said. I just shoved my phone in my pocket."sorry." Iurmured. My phone held a picture of him an old one he was doing a modeling job and when I asked for a screen saver he sent me that one.I had others but this one was just it was perfection captured in time.
He must have caught my staring off cause he grabbed for my phone."ah your love interest I forgot that you always set them as your screen saver let me see troye." He said grabbing again bit o moved back causing him to fall on me and it turned me on so I laughed it off."Troy's do I have to torture it out of you?" He asked .I just thought it would be tickles but when he grinded on me I began to get nervous. Sliding away I grabbed my glass and chugged it then his phone rand and he sauntered off to take it.
By the time he came back I had drank half the bottle of patron."So Troy's are you going to show me." He asked I shook my head no and I found myself pushed aginst the wall and his body a breath away from me.I held strong as his fingers trailed up my sides.My shirt coming up with it and in seconds I was topless."O I'm going to have so much fun getting this info out of you." He said and I giggled playing up the alcohol on my system. He left light kisses on my chest and his hands traveled down releasing me from my sweats as they pooled by my feet." O the years have been good to you trite an 8 pack." He said.I shivered as his hands danced over my body skimming the top of my shorts. I gave in kissing him ruffley and using my new muscles to carry him to the couch inlet out a giggle here and there. Once I had him on the couch I let my inhibitions go.stripping him of his underwear and attempting to take all of him but he was to big and I was barely managing half as my hands traced over his body. To the world he may be a queen but he was my porcielan doll. And I loved every inch of him throwing in giggles and moans in between. I got the taste I'd finally wanted as his hands gripped my hair. I just giggled and tried to lay down but he helped me stand and go to the bed."no Tilly stay with me please." I begged as he tried to sneak away. He looked to take a ragged breath before coming to lay down and snuggling in with me.I awoke slightly cold and alone. I heard a conversation but it was just me and Tilly and his phone was on the bedside shit. I played sleep for a while listening to his conversation full of regret and not knowing he was playing with my emotions.He talked of how he may have hurt me cause we were friends and praying the alcohol made me forget. I let out a sigh as I heard him coming and rolled over to hide the tears.I heard him in the room." No he's still sleep I'll tell him to call you think hell really forget." He said Zoe agreed and he quitley closed the door . I told myself to be a better person.
I waited a good 30 minutes before coming out of the room crying of a headache. Tyler sweetly gave me aspirin and water before he was reassured I didn't rember and went back to his old self." Zoey called you should call her back when you get a chance." He said and I agrees to once the room stopped spinning so much. Once he was gone I told him I was going to go for a walk and call Zoe. He agreed looking relieved at the space. All I wanted was one taste and at this point the risk wasnt worth it Zoe didn't answer so I let myself cry rembering to hit my arm on a tree on the way back as an excuse for puffy eyes and it worked. The whole gang had decided to cancel 1 day wasn't worth it so they spent there last days in new York. I had to get home to get back in the studio so I left Tyler at the airport with a heavy heart. When I got back I headed straight to the studio. I had 2 songs written before I forced myself to drive home.The weight of the world on my shoulders. I was having a good time as the two songs I had written began to come together with a background. I thought it would take time but the label approved them as a last minute edit on the CD. " OK guys this is one time exclusive album only song but were playing it today its called porcelain princess.
The lyrics came over the radio and it reminded me of my Tilly of the good times. The album would be out in exactly 2 weeks and I was ready. What I wasn't expecting was two days after the album drop for a red faced purple haired Tilly to be at my door. "You rembered every second and moment you even ease dropped on my convi.its all their hidden in the lyrics. I'm the porclean doll it was me on your phone." He said throwing the truth. I shook my head no." Give me your phone Troy's.now." he nearly growled. In fear I quickly handed it over as he unlocked it and I heard buttons my phone handed back was on test and I felt my heart lift at the words on my screen.
From porcelain doll: you are with the risk for me and two you can't have just one taste I'm like Pringles once you pop you can't stop
