A Coffee Kiss

Rainy Girl

So I haven't heard from you in months and now you decide to remeber my existence? I type furiously against my laptop, nearly breaking the keys and bruising my finger tips.

A bit of backstory is going to be needed, I have no doubt you won't be suprised from my text that I am pissed!

Myself and kaelyn dated for three years... well for the most part when we wern't breaking up leading to arging on who loves who more, or the countless fights about me leaving too early every weekend as I had University to attend too.

What do you do when the love of you life moves on with someone else?

Or at least I thought she had.

Well anyway, if you're Kaelyn you don't give a shit and text " just passed our place, thinking about you alot" at 3.54 on a Tuesday morning. Then she texts again at 12.35am the following evening with

" I miss you".

This continues for another couple of week. I try to ignore her, trust me when I say I did or do, well both. She fucked up but I'm the only one feeling shit! How does that make any sense, I'm falling again for the girl. But she has someone else, most importantly the girl she told me not to worry about.

But those blue eyes always will have me coming back and now she wants me back, I may be wrong but if you constantly think about someone and your trying to contact them does that mean they wants you back? Or do they just want to have you again but not let you have them?

Either way after another week I gave up with the soppy poety texts and the emojis trying to grasp my attention and I reply "so I haven't heard from you in month and now you decide to remeber my existence? She replied with " it's over, she wasn't you" No shit she wasnt me I'm me but my stupid fucking brain started to reflect on the first day we met, she was a friend of a friend, I didn't know her and while I walked up I noticed her beautiful brown hair, following the spine of her back . As I pulled up my chair and sat down opposite her, I got lost in her big blue eyes as she talked about some band that I never heard of, but that smile. Man she could kill with a smile like that. But I'm going off topic, when we met she was with our mutual friend Ti and she stood up offering to get me another drink leaning in to collect my cup and in the action knocked it, leading to the most ironic moment happening, spilling my coffee over my lap, now I know what you think this sounds like a rom-com you watched last Tuesday with your mom. But no this is serious that was the start of our confusing love story. She spilled my drink and then I ended up getting a text from her later that evening saying " maybe you can spill my coffee next time?" She always was funny like that, that's one of the first things I loved about her.

I suppose that just one of the things I never stopped loving. But I suppose there wasnt too much I stopped loving about her.