School pt. 2

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by DinoVeggie34

by DinoVeggie34

While we were in the car, the ride was kind of silent. I didn't want to say anything, as what am I really suppose to say; "So anything new besides that kiss like a few days ago." No just no

"So how you feel'n about school?" I looked towards Quin, and immediately looked out the window again.

"I don't really know," I muttered, I felt his eyes on me, but I just looked out the window. As we were at a stoplight, he turned the music up. Thank God. I just kind of stared out the window until we pulled up in front of the school. I quickly unbuckled my seatbelt, opened the door, slightly stepped out, and right before I could actually close it, he said something.

"Have a good day!" He said. I looked at him and chuckled. "What you aren't going to say bye? Wow Rude." He acted all offended then laughing a little but.

"Cya loser," I said; right before he could say anything I slammed the door. I bent down facing the window and stuck my tongue out. I saw him just shake his head. I waved, and there I went, into school.

I was greeted by a lady, who looked like she was in her mid 50s; she wore black dress pants, and a pink shirt that had a slight purple tint. She gave me a smile, and reached her hand out to meet mine.

"Hey! You must be Lily Hall, if I'm not mistaken?" She said shaking my hand. I nodded and looked down. "Well I'm your principal, I wanted to welcome you, and you may head to the front office to get your schedule!" I nodded as she appointed me into the direction of the front office. As I headed there, I saw a guy about my age, wearing adidas black sweatpants, and a white T-shirt.

"H'hi, I'm here to pick up my schedule!" I said looking at my shoes.

"Ahhh, yes! Lilly Hall, here sweetie. And this young gentleman will be showing you around the school, Alright?" the lady sitting at the front desk said handing me my schedule. I looked up at the guy smiled, waving a little bit.

A/N: OKKKKKK, hey y'all, I honestly would like to apologize to all of you guys reading this, because I feel really irrelevant considering I barely update these when, I say "Ok I will update." Sorry I cannot keep my word, I'm just a mess right now, and I'm gonna talk to y'all for a bit.

1) so in school, I have NO classes, or not even lunch with not even one friend, and I feel like I'm losing my friendship with a lot of them :( . Like I feel so helpless, because at this point, the people I used to lowkey hate are now the only people I can actually talk to without choking up and screwing everything up. Plus I changes literally every sense last year when we went to online cuz of covid. (I'm in person now btw.) Like I was talking to a person that I used to be good friends with on Google Hangouts (RIP), in a huge gc, and some people, I had no problem talking to, was saying how I changed in a bad way. Let me copy and paste the convo right here. (Im changing names for privacy reasons.

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bob (idkkk): Dang ******(me) what Mckenna said about you is true

Me: huh? what did she say?

bob: She said you no longer don't talk much like in * and * grade I can see you've changed

My trans friend(alex) : t-thats true I- wabm

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I kinda feel like I'm just staight up helpless when it comes to making friends, or just socializing in general; I've also developed trust issues (from toxic friends). Idk what to think of this shit anymore. Tell me what y'all think.