I was cutting my arm to relief some pain, and it felt amazing to get that off. I cut a oat every night, because at this point it's hopeless.
"Please god, just fucking kill me already!" I said after finishing up. I don't want to even be alive, when I said life couldn't get any worse, I was clearly wrong. I cried until the door suddenly opened.
Kio's POV
I drove as fast as I could to the location we were holding Lily. As soon as I got there I quietly made my way down to Payton's basement. He was asleep luckily, because if he was awake, that would be a huge issue. Before I could open the door what I heard made my face completely drop."Please god, just fucking kill me already," as soon as I heard that, I sighed. I felt even worse, we fucking drove her to suicidal thoughts, I'm such an idiot for helping them with this. I sucked my tears in and put my brave face on.
I opened the door slightly and I heard instant rustling. As I'm opening it even more, she scoots herself to the corner and hides her face. As I started to walk near her I heard little fearful whimpers, as she started to shake.
Lily's POV
I didn't want to risk making eye contact to whoever it was so I just scooted myself to the corner of the room. I started to shake when I heard the footsteps coming closer. I didn't realize that I started to whimper a little bit.
"Pl-p-please don't h-hurt m-me," I managed to get out of my mouth. I was so shaky that I could probably destroyed the whole city of San Francisco. I felt my chin being lifted up and I gulped in fear.
"Pl-please," I whimpered as I saw kio's face. I kept shaking, it felt impossible to control.
He carefully brought me into a hug, "Don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you." He sounded reassuring, but I can't trust people at this point.
"You aren't?!?" I shuttered quietly. He looked at me concerned. I just continued shaking, because when payton says that, it only means one other thing, that he is going to fuck the hell outta me.
"N-no I don't want to," I said about to cry, he just tilted his head.
"What don't you want to?!?" He asked with a gentle kind tone. I just looked up a little bit and tried to talk, but it was hard to.
"A-aren't y-you going t-to r-r-rape m-me?!? I tried to get out without shuttering too much. His facial expression dropped dramatically, and his eyes started to water up.
"Why would you think that? Wait- never mind, tel me later, I need to get you outta here." He said as lifted me up, I was too weak to walk, because payton messed me up a lot a few hours ago. Plus he also really did a bang up job in beating me earlier, I was sore and could barely walk.
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Trapped by sway
Fiksi PenggemarA average 13 year old girl, her life was average until...