Trapped by sway

Cuts and Bruises

    It's been about a couple weeks sense the incident, and it's been the same thing every single day. I wake up to quinton and Kio yelling at me, calling me names. Which it's a lot easier to not care when the people calling you names are your age. The names they have called me just repeat in my mind to be totally honest

Slut, whore, disappointment, stupid, fat, worthless

They have called me so much more, but these ones just really hurt. Anyways like every other day after they yell at me for literally no reason, they give me a singular piece of bread if they are feeling nice. At one point of the day, payton will come in and either beat me until I'm shaking or balling, or will fucking rape me until I can't move. Then after that I usually cry myself to sleep, and just try my best to get some sleep.

    Kio's POV

      To begin with, I thought it was a really bad idea to do this. Quinton told me that it was harmless, but everyday we come back she has more bruises than the last. I feel terrible, I can't even look at myself in the mirror without disappointing myself even more. The only was I will ever feel better is if I help her out. I swear I am not gonna forgive myself for just letting this happen to her, and I'm never gonna let anything happen to her.

   It was about 2:00 in the morning when a sudden wave of guilt took me over. I ran into my bathroom, and took my razor out of my drawer. What no one knows is that I have been cutting myself ever since Quinton and I took Lily. I slit my wrists about three or four times, it makes me feel so much better, and I see why Lily did it in the first place. I walked back in my bed and stared for a minute when the wave came back. I knew I had to do something about Lily. She's probably suffering because we got jealous of her and Bryce's relationship. They really acted like brother and sister, but I still don't understand why I got jealous in the first place.

  I grabbed my car keys and snuck out. I left a note saying I was going to be back soon.