Chapter 19

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Y/N's POV

Its been like 2 weeks since the last time I've seen August but he's been calling me non stop talmbout how much he misses me and he still loves me and all that dumb shit nigga boo hoo cry me a river.

Chris was over the house helping me with the baby's room, I had him paint the wall purple then he just started spraypainting her name across the wall or course let his artistic side take in

"I really appreciate you helping me Chris"

"Why wouldn't I hello its my duty as a father" he smiled

I did too, I can't lie and I'm not Ive never stopped loving Chris and thats not gonna change but I'm not gunna intrude in his relationship with Kae because they now happy.

"What's wrong" he looked at me

"Nothing why"

"You look real sad" I didn't know my emotions were showing

"Nah I'm ok" I assured him well at least tried

"Do I look dumb tell me what's wrong" he put down the spraypaint bottle and helped me sit down on the nursing chair as he sat on the foot rest.

"I..." I sighed

"I miss us being together I guess"

"Y/n...I do too but you know its better for us"

"Yeah I know" I looked down regretting what I said and feeling my tears fall

He lifted and saw my tears I saw his jaw clench

"Please Y/n don't make this any harder for me"

"I'm sorry Chris, I'ma go downstairs so I don't distract you with my emotions...um when you're you can leave and I'll clean up after you're done" I wiped my tears and got up

When I went downstairs I heard a knock, once I got to the door and opened it, it was August.

"Hello." I rolled my eyes and folded my arms

"Y/n can I talk to you"

"You standing at my front door right."

"Don't be lie that"

"Oh don't be like what, a non interested person"

"Please hear me out"

"Fine" I mumbled

"You have a mintue so I suggest you gets to talking"

"To be real honest, I really miss you all the shit I did on tour were mistakes and I fucking regret it to the core ma, I want us to try again just give me another chance."

"August I like that you're apologizing to me but I don't think you're ready to be committed you're still tryna be a Lil boy and get ya dick wet, I need a man August not a half time nigga...I appreciate every single moment we had together but if you was smart and played ya part right we've would've been ok but nah you wanted to get sucked up into the lime light and let that dumbass ego get the best of you and lose me. The only thing I suggest is that we be friends." I kanyed shrugged

"Alright I guess" he rubbed the back of his neck

"Is there a any type of chance I'll be able to win you back" he looked me in the eyes

"I don't know August I can't predict the future"

"Okay Ill just see you later then" I can hear the hurt in his voice but I'm not having it

"Bye August"

He nodded his head and left off my porch, then I closed my door

"Who was that" Chris came downstairs

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