Y/N's Pov
I was in the studio sweating from doing a lot of dance routines and now I was sitting on the floor with my knees up to my chest, I began thinking to myself
"Maybe I'm over exaggerating"
"Does he still love me?"
"This is all my fault"
As I kept thinking Up Too You by obviously Chris came on... It's always been my favorite song, it made me smile all the time but this time I cried...I was thinking all to myself just thoughts flew in my head so fast I couldn't comprehend.
I didn't even bother wiping my tears, I went upstairs and I walked past Chris and before I can make it too the bathroom he grabbed my hand
"What's wrong" he asked concerned
"Nothing I'm fine baby"
He knew I wasn't but he wouldn't push me too tell instead he got up and kissed my forehead
"I'll be back later ok" he said lifting my chin upward
"Ok" I said
He kissed me on my cheek and got ready to leave
"I love you" I said silently but enough for him to hear me
He didn't respond, he just left
I sighed and took that shower
Chris Pov
I left the house honestly I didn't feel like dealing with Y/N's emotions ya know...I just ain't tryna hear it. So I left the house to go out with Kae for something to eat since it wasn't too late I decided to take her out for some bomb Mexican food
When I got to here crib she was outside waiting she looked so beautiful even though she was just casual
Her hair was wavy and she had on jays, half shirt, and sweats...she smiled and got into my car
"Hey beautiful" I smiled
"Hi baby" she pecked my lips
We had our lil chit chat and headed to the food spot, where we went inside and took our orders
"Chris" Kae intertwined our fingers
"What's up baby girl"
"What are we"
"What you mean what are we"
"Chris you know what I mean" she rolled her eyes
"We undercover right now Kae, I can't just break it off with y/n yet. Give me some time...like I just got out today"I said rubbing my thumb on her hand
"I guess your right boo" she said a lil sad and impatient
"Come on baby I got you alright...maybe by a week or 2 we'll be good" I said kissing her hand and she smiled
After we had our little lunch date we went back to my car where I was met by hella paparazzi and Tmz
"Chris is this your new girlfriend"
"What happen too Y/N"
"Chris are you on the low"
They bombarded us with questions as we hopped in the whip
"What the fuck how the hell did they know we were gunna be here" I said mad and confused
"I don't know they were probably following us" she shook her head and palmed her face
"Chris just bring me home so we don't make this hot box than it already is"
"Alright Ma"
I can't believe this shit is happening right now, fucking paps always gotta find a why to fuck up something like damn give me a break
After I dropped Kae off I drove home and stayed parked in the driveway cause I wasn't sure how all of this was gonna go down
I pulled out my emergency blunt and lit that thang up
Y/N's Pov
While Chris was out I just watched tv as I clicked through the channels
"No"
"Nah"
"Nope"
"Hell no"
I thought to myself as I passed another channel until I had to click back to that channel
"Just in, Chris Brown and Model Karreuche seen together at a Mexican restaurant"
There was photos of them holding hands and kissing each other inside
I held my heart cause I felt like something pierced through it like how can this muthafucka do this shit again to me.
As the new continued I heard Chris come upstairs, I was fucking heated to a boiling point
When he came inside that was my Que. to pounce
"So you take me as pity the fucking fool huh Chris"
"Look I already know you know now keep that shit down"
"So you want me to sit and accept this fucking affair you getting ready to have"
"See this is why I'm fucking with Kae she wouldn't question her man"
I got fed up and slapped him
"Fuck you Chris"
He bit his lip and next thing I know is his back hand met my cheek
I lost my balance and fell to the floor holding my cheek
I never thought he would do this too me not even in a million years, I couldn't even react
"Don't fucking put ya hands on me again" he said gripping my shirt collar
I let's the tears fall and I tried to get his hands off my shirt but that just mad him even more angry
So he pushed me back on the floor and grabbed my hair
"CHRIS STOP, YOU'RE HURTING ME" I screamed as he dragged me to the bed
"STFU BITCH" throwing me on it and once again getting in my face
"Now if you bring any of this shit up to me again you'll get more than what the fuck you got do you fucking understand me"he said through his teeth
I shook my head ok but that wasn't enough he gripped my neck tightly
"I don't fucking hear you, do you understand me"
"Y...yeah" I managed to get out
He released my neck and I gasped for air and rubbed my neck
"You better keep ya ass in this room because when I come out this shower you finna get this dick is that understood"
I didn't look at him cause this is not the Chris I know and was in love knowing he overpowered me I was scared too know what he was really capable of so I just said ok and waited till he got out of the bathroom
