Y/n's Pov
After that day with August and his nieces it was too hectic. Him and Chris admitted their feelings for me and it's just too much for me to just pick between 2 men that I dearly care for so I stopped talking to them and just decided to go ghost which I did for almost a month and a half. From time to time Todrick will cover for me when Aug comes over too see if I'm ok but he tells me that I'm not home or some shit I guess. I feel terrible about it because there been visits and court dates I'll suppose to go too for Chris but I just couldn't stand seeing him in a orange jumpsuit I really can't .
My stomach was getting more noticeable and off course my pregnant stages are crazy but Todrick been there while I'm not talking to August.
Today was just a chill day for me I was legit ignoring calls till this one number kept blowing me up so all I could hear was 2AM by Adrian Marcel over and over
"Ughhhhhh Fuck it" I picked my phone up
"Hello ??" I anwsered irritated
"Girl where the fuck have you been, you missed 3 visits and 2 court dates" I heard an angry voice and I knew exactly who it was
"I..I'm sorry I've just been going through so much shit" I admitted feel so emotional
He sighed
"Nah I'm sorry Y/n, I've just been so worried about you and my baby ya know, I shouldn't have came off on you like that" He in a soothing tone
"I miss you" I smiled a little
"I miss you too"
"I have another court date tomorrow can you come please I need you baby, I'll have Ma pick you up" He begged almost
"Ok Chris I'll be there I promise"
"you still love me" He asked with a lil passion
"Of course I do " I felt like crying because I didn't want to hang up
Stupid ass fucking hormones -.-
After talking to him till a certain time me and him got off the phone
"So you still fucking with him ?"
I got startled and saw August at my room door. Wtf is going on
"How the fuck did you get in creep"
"T's friend let me in now anwser my question are you still fucking with him" He said leaning on the door frame
"No He needs me to be there for him"
"The fuck you mean he needs you to be there for him mane"
"August chill the fuck out, Let's keep it real he's my baby's father"
"But isn't that same muhfucka who told you to fucking get rid off it"
"Just shut the fuck up, I forgave him alright what the fuck do you want from me August huh, you want me to be with you is that it... I can't be in one with you ok this shit between all of us is too fucking confusing." I yelled at him I said getting up
He came in and slammed the door
"Shawty what the fuck you mean, you're making it that way one day you over here saying you feeling me calling baby and all that bullshit and then you telling that bitch nigga who beat yo ass and raped you that you fucking love him, you ain't fucking confused you're fucking stupid sitting up here making some bullshit ass excuses, you just like all these other bitches who would be with a nigga who disrespects them than a nigga who's right for them"
When August through that shit in my face my hand automatically connect to his face
" Who the fuck are you to call me out my name First off, Second Don't you ever try to. fucking throw that shit in my face August and no I'm not fucking stupid, how would you fucking feel of the female you've been for 3 almost 4 years fucked you over you'll feel the same fucking way. So fuck you" I yelled at him and sat on my bed
"You can show yourself out" I crossed my arms and legs, ignoring his presence
I looked at the floor with tears at the fact he insulted me like I can't help that I love Chris.
I heard his foot steps come closer to me and he stood in front of me then bent down
He looked at me but I wouldn't stare back
"Look at me baby"
"No August, just leave me alone" I said harshly
"Nah I'm not leaving with you mad at me" he turned my face to his
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that shit too you, I just wish you wasn't in love with him. I can't lie I've never been with this lovey dovey shit so I don't know how to react, you might not feel the same but I...I think I'm in love with you Y/N but it's fine if you don't feel me on that level especially since I insulted you. Just forgive me guh" he looked at me sincerely
I sighed and kissed his cheek
"I forgive you and I'm sorry I punched you" I rubbed his cheek where it was red
He laughed a lil
"You got a heavy ass hand Ma I can't lie, shit I know you a fighter" he shook his head
"Yeah shit you should know you lived in the ghetto like I did just in 2 different states" I smiled
" I really what to be with you"
"August if I wasn't on Chris I swear I would be with you but I'm just torn between y'all so I just need time" I played with his lil curls
"I understand baby guh"
"I have to go to his hearing tomorrow Aug" he rolled his eyes
"Aug please don't start that"
"Alright well when you done seeing him come to my crib aight I have a lil something for you"
"What is it !!" I said kinda excited
"Nope you have to wait" he smiled
"Ugh you suck you know that" I giggled a lil bit
"You'll be ok" he pinched my cheek
It was silent and we was just starring at each other, our faces leaning close with our lips inches away from each other
"I have to go, I need to be at the studio in a few alright" he licked his lips getting up pulling me with him
"U..uh ok well I'll see you tomorrow right"
"Yeah baybeh" he hugged me
My arms wrapped around his waist he rested his chin and my head
"Don't stress on what happen alright Ma"
"Ok"
And with that he kissed my forehead then went on his way
