Chris' Pov
We finally got too the police station where I was booked and taking my mugshots and sent too the holding cell, I was fucking stupid and I already know this time I'm not going to get myself out of this
"Brown you are allowed one phone call" The officer told me so I went to the phone booth and dialed Kae
"Hello"
"Yeah I got locked up again" I sighed
"So what the fuck you want me too do, how the fuck am I supposed to survive Chris damn you're so fucking stupid" She ranted
"You a bitch you know that Kae, all you worried about is the fucking money that I spend on you, I should've been more smarter shit everyone was fucking right all I know Is that we done get ya shit and get out my fucking house and if you don't just know I'll have Red and them escort you out"
"Fuck you Chris, Shit I got other men who would spend cash on me unlike yo cheap ass" with that she hung up
While the officer wasn't paying attention, I called that one person who's really been there for me
"Hello" Her soft voice rang through my ear
"Y/n, I..It's Chris I got locked up"
"What did you do Chris"
"I fucked up ma real bad, I was just wondering if you can come see me"
"And why the fuck would I do that after all the shit you did too me"
"Please Y/n I'm begging you"
She sighed and agreed to come
I hung up the phone and went back into the cell where I waited for her to come in
After about 25 minutes the officer came in and took me to an interviewing room where she was sitting at and they let me in then closed the door
I sat down across from her
"Thanks for coming"
"No problem" She looked so beautiful and glowing I was so fucking stupid for hurting her
"I want to apologize now before I leave to be locked up for probably 2 years. I fucked up I know, I've should've never put my hands on you or even raped you even when I said I didn't care now I do because I lost the only woman in my life who actually gave a fuck about me for a bitch who was down for the money. Now that you're pregnant with my baby I told you to abort it but I was wrong I was so busy trying to hurt you that I pushed you away and I'm so fucking sorry" I began to tear up
"I wanna be a man about this and for a monster like me I deserve to be in a fucking cage because you know what I ain't fucking shit but a stupid ass muhfucka, I'm happy you're with someone better than me and I wish y'all nothing but the best" I said letting the tears out and looking away
"C...Chris look at me" She said sniffling but I was unworthy to see her eyes
I heard her get out the chair and kneel in front of me
" Chris I forgive you. You're not a piece of shit ok baby no matter what you've done I still always had a spot for you in my heart, that day when we met at the Coffee Shop I never really ment I hoped the worst for you I just wanted you to feel my pain. Till this day like right now I still love you as crazy as it seems you're really all I think about I mean yeah I like August but it isn't almost the same as being with you" She confessed
I looked into her beautiful eyes and saw stains of tears, I took her chin in between my fingers and kissed her with so my passion and love. When we disconnected from each others lips I rest my forehead on hers and hugged her. Then there was a knock and the door creaked open
"Time too go Mr.Brown" The officer said
Me and Y/n both stood up and hugged each other for one last time and I kissed her soft beautiful lips one more time cause I know I'm not going to see her for a long while. I bent down and kissed her tummy where my little on was at then looked at Y/n's face too see her tears running down as I walked out the room
Y/n's Pov
I watched as he walked away, I just cried because all I wanted was a apology and for everything to go back the way it was but he's getting locked up and I can't see him. I left the police station and headed to my car but I happened to see Chris getting to on the bus to be moved to a Penitentiary but he didn't see me and when the bus finally took off I got inside my car and broke the fuck down
Even as much shit I said that I didn't need him it was lies to myself and others because I do love Chris, but I really like August it's just that he's too clingy and I don't like that but he's still a good man especially since he's been a big help in my life. I'm just so fucking confused.
After leaving the station I got back too T's house.
" hey baby are you ok girl" Todrick asked
"No i'm not' My eyes began to sting as I felt more tears come to shore
"What happened"
"He's being sent too jail for 2 years possibly" I sniffled
"Why are you worried about him that man broke you honey"
"You don't understand T"
"Then explain" he crossed his arms
"As much as I want too hate him, I can't you can't just forget almost 3 years of a relationship especially all the love that we made, he helped me when I was down...he made me believe in love again how can I just forget about him and now I'm pregnant with our baby" I said sighing and letting tears drop from my eyes
"So what about August"
"That's the problem after all the shit he too has done for me I don't just want to be like I'm done with you and going back to my ex. If Chris is put in jail for 2 years I'm going to make it work with August"
As me and T kept having the convo about this but soon interrupted by my phone I looked at the caller ID and it was August so I decided to go into the other room and talk to him
"Yeah Aug"
"What you doin"
"Nothing having girl time with T why ?"
"My nieces are with me for dey vacation so I'm about to take them shopping, so do you want to come and start early on yo baby shopping"
I smiled but felt bad because not that long ago I was with Chris crying and kissing him
"August you don't have too-"
"Y/n you know you have no choice right so you better be ready when I get there"
"But August-"
"Nah I ain't hearing it, you got 30 mins to be ready ok love"
"Ughh fine" I was defeated by his demands like damn can you be anymore bossy
I hung up and went to T
"Who was that ?"
"It was Aug"
"What did he want"
"He's making me go shopping with him but I feel so bad"
"Well maybe you need to be out so you can clear up yo mind honey"
"I guess you're right...well let me go get ready" I sighed and went upstairs
Welp here comes a very awkward ass night with August...lord please help me. 😭
