I am just a box

March

3/2/2016

I woke up late but everyone let me sleep. I don't like it when they do that. I wake up in the middle of the afternoon and no one is home. It feels like I never get to see people again because I'm sleeping all the time... Time to go back to sleep then.

3/3/2016

I woke up on time today. It was very normal today. Nothing important. The mastermind walked up to me today, asked me a few things and left. He left suddenly... I wonder why.

After school the big bulky one followed me home. He talked to me, then left as I turned the corner. I entered the house and nearly fell backwards as the door suddenly opened and saw the mastermind leaving the house. I quickly snuck around him and slipped into the house. Shin was casually sitting on the sofa when I entered. I waved to him silently and he smiled back.

It was quite awkward...

3/5/2016

I'm gonna have to wait a a little before I can sleep... Just a little longer... no I can't do it. I'm way too tired right now... Good night.

I fell asleep in class today and got in trouble. Now Yuuta is stuck tutoring me. I'm sorry for being such a bother. I liked being with Yuuta though, out of the three of them Yuuta was the most mature and friendly. The other two were really childish, fluffy, and adorable but that's all.

I fell asleep studying... I'm sorry Yuuta but I'm really tired for no reason it seems. It's dark and I don't know who's room I'm in. I guess I'll just go back to sleep.

3/7/2016

I continuously tripped as I wandered around town today with Yuuta. He said fresh air would help me a little but honestly nothing ever works with me. I was hit on about twice when I was separated from him, I relaxed a little forgetting he didn't know any self defense and got a little scared himself. Instead he just took my hand and walked away. After a two minute lecture he got me ice cream and I felt better.

It was dark... I didn't like sleeping alone. I woke up in the middle of the night and wandered around in the darkness for a while. I held onto the wall to make sure I knew where I was going and when my eyes adjusted to the darkness I was outside someone's room. I think it was Shin's... Everyone's room was really far apart though, in case I ever collapse anywhere in the middle of the night. The other ten rooms or so are all locked and unused unless someone's staying over.

I knocked on the door and the one behind me open up instead, I jumped and hit my head on the wall. Shin helped me up as I slid to the floor clutching my head. I got up and my eyes failed to see in the dark anymore. I think I slept with Shin that night, but he was on the completely other side of the bed as usual.

3/8/2016

We were late again. I quickly scrambled together lunches and we ran out the door, I think I was too slow so someone had to carry me out. I'm awfully tired though...

When I came back from school i found out that i had left the stove on. Nothing burnt so much. Just the kette and matbe some more junk stuck to the stove but that was it. I fixed it all and knock on the door startled me in droppin the kettle of boiling water. I stumbled backwards when the pot hit me in the hand on its way to cattering to the floor in a loud mess. The boiling water was emitting steam as it slowly crpet its way over to me. I forgot about the person at the door and didnt know what to do. Im never home alone when we have visitors... we never have visitors actually... The knocking became louder and the the confusion made me go dizzy.

When I woke up again I was already in bed. As I sat up a cold towel fell onto my lap and a strange lady was sitting next to me. I got startled and ran towards the wall hitting my head in the process, she called me clutzy and I rememebred the burning hot kettle still sitting on the kitchen floor. The lady said she already cleaned it up and told me to go back to sleep. I did just that because I was still really tired.

Everyone caem home and got super worried being I was sick in bed with a cold. I didnt care or pay attention really, I just went back to sleep...

3/10/2016

When I woke up today the house was very quiet and empty. It was quite large, so this happens often but this eerie silence means no one is home. No one at all. I'm alone again. I guess only the covers would help me for now.

I read a book but got a headache soon after, then I tried playing games with myself... now I have nothing to do. I didn't know I was sitting and browsing through this for a few hours already that it was dinner and I haven't realized it.

"Sorry." I said as Kizami walked through the door. "I was bored..." I hurried to the kitchen and started cooking. My cooking isn't so great. It's edible at least, and it tastes just fine but some days it would be too bitter, or too bland, sometimes way to sweet that soon after everyone got a sugar high.

"You still have a cold, don't you?" I nodded my head as I pulled out ingredients. "The student council told me to give these to you." He placed a large stack of papers on the dining table and let out a sigh.

"What are you doing?" I asked quietly, turning around to see Kizami digging through everything.

"Looking for cookies~" He said in an adorable voice. I suddenly imagined him chibi just then and thought he would make a great stuffed animal.

"We... We ran out." I said turning back around quickly.

"Did _____ eat them all..." Kizami said Ina depressed tone. I shook my head quickly and started chopping things. "Careful with the knife. Do you want me to help you?"

I shook my head quicker, making it feel like my brain is smacking itself against my skull over and over again. Kizami wasn't so great of a cook. Yuuta was, Shin was good at baking... Kizami is good for making everything less gloomy, that's why I like him.

"Aww, if you say so." Kizami sluggishly made his way to the sofa and plopped face down, letting out a little puff of air. I knew he wanted to help but I couldn't risk making my cooking worse.

I walked over to him, placed a blanket over him, said good night, and walked away just for a joke.

"_____ can I have a cookie...?"

"We're out." I said again in a soft quiet voice.

"Aww..." He walked up behind me and slowly snaked his arms around my stomach. I got startled and froze, shaking. "Hehe." He laughed. I dropped the knife onto the table so I could turn around but he picked me up almost instantaneously and ran over to the sofa.

He threw me down on it, both of us laughing so hard we couldn't stop. The other two came home and found us curled on the floor clutching our stomachs and crying. They ignored us and slowly closed the door again, waiting outside.