I am just a box

March

3/13/2016

I woke up, ran into Kizami, and saw them out the door. I still had a cold so I wasn't allowed to go to school for the time being... I really am super tired...

Kizami woke me up suddenly... or at leastbI think it was Kizami... His face was barely able to be seen behind the extremely large stuffed animal. It was a super duper big panda. The first thing I did was bury my face in it and smell it. It smelled like Kizami...

3/14/2016

I woke up on the floor without knowing I was on the floor. Kizami seemed to have left me here and put a blanket over me, I pretty much disappeared in the large panda, because it was almost the size of my bed... I like getting gifts from Kizami, he always knows what to get me. Yuuta saw me buried in the panda and panicked a little. He woke me up, and I sleepily looked around. Then fell right back asleep.

It was already dinner... I had to make some... When I did, I went super simple, ate some bread and went back to sleep on my panda.

3/15/2016

The panda helped me get better. I had to go to school today, but after school, Saya gladly dumped work on me, a lot. Yuuta helped me finish it I slept in his room on accident...

3/16/2016

Yuuta fell asleep on my panda, and the next time I slept on it, it smelled like Kizami still, with a hint of Yuuta and a lot of Shin because he smells a lot like Kizami. I like how they smell... they all smell nice.

Saya wasn't allowed to dump all the work on me at once so she gave me the rest today. It was twice as much and I needed Yuuta's help to just barely finish most of it in time before dinner, now I have to ask the lazy Shin and Kizami to help...

3/17/2016

Everyone fell asleep around my panda last night trying to help me with the stuff. We woke up late and ended up not going to school at all. We just barely finished and now I'm getting really tired. Saya really doesn't like me...

3/20/2016

I started working a little too hard lately to keep up with my studies and housework. We lived alone after all and we used Shin's parents as our guardians. It was difficult...

3/21/2016

I went with Yuuta today to work because I wanted some time to relax. The only thing I knew was that he was a total ikemen. He worked at a cafe not too far from home and I would see girls of every uniform coming here to daydream about him. I didn't like that... some people gave me nasty looks because I came here in boys clothes and drank my drink like a moe character... Yuuta didn't like the fact that all the boys here were making goo goo eyes at me.

3/23/2016

This time I followed Shin... I forgot he secretly was an idol and hiding his identity was pretty easy. I followed him around as his little sister and his parents weren't home so I had to come along... just for health reasons... There were so many people around us at all times and it got a little hectic way too much... I wonder how Shin deals with this.

3/24/2016

I went with Kizami to work today, completely forgetting about the chores I had to do two days ago. I didn't know he worked as an anime artist... he draws so well... whenever he has extra time he always drew adorable chibis that I took when he wasn't looking. On the way home he always passes a small shop which he looks at stuff... this is where he always got my presents which were pretty much stuffed animals. I liked the guy who ran the shop. He showed me a nice little locket. When I put it on I saw the locket/pocket watch thing that Shin gave me. Kizami stared at it with a puzzled face, gave the locket back and left.

3/27/2016

I got another fever from overdoing everything. I didn't let go of my panda once either.

3/29/2016

The months almost over... it's gonna be rainy soon and I'm going to catch even more colds. I felt dizzy all day and refused to leave my panda...

3/30/2016

I'm thinking. I feel somewhat better now, but I'm thinking. Everyone's doing everything for me. Nothing is for them. All these gifts... and they haven't gotten a thing for themselves. They all have to work... And I sit here and sleep all day. Everyone does their best to look out for me... I wish I had the power to look out for others...

I fell asleep again, dreaming.

3/31/2016

I woke up again to see that it was raining. It was already noon and i had nothing to look at but my plethora of stuffed animals and the grey skies. Yuuta came in today. He checked my fever and took care of me. As I stared at him. I wonder why I cant ever look out for Yuuta, let alone anyone else... I fell asleep again, squeezing the life out of my panda...

A/N

Gomen-nasai~~~!!!! I so sorry, so me and my friends we began meeting up a lot more. Mainly to like exchange drawings, sing together and see how bad we are, and then watch the majority of us fangirl... Yes, majority. But now I'm back!!!... I feel so stupid now...