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Endless.

"My head wouldn't stop. Constantly in thought. Trying to guard the king was hard when your brain wouldn't shut the fuck up. I let out a small grunt which made Tommy jump. "Something wrong Wil?" I looked over at Tommy. "Yeah all good." I lied. I didn't want Tommy to worry. My brain wouldn't stop running. I looked down at the floor. My head shot up to the sound of a horn going off. Hallelujah, the day is fucking over. I start walking towards the entrance to the woods. Tommy runs behind me. I look over at him as he yawns. Guarding two kingdoms can be tiring. I don't get why the princes, soon to be kings, don't unite the fucking kingdoms yet! I'd only have to guard one kingdom. I grab Tommy's arm and teleport us back to L'Manburg. Tommy smiles and runs off. I never get a thank you, but meh that's usual. I teleport straight home, I don't want to do anything the rest of the day. I teleport into my room. Quickly I take my heavy armor and change into something more comfortable. I change into a yellow sweater and my maroon beanie. This is wayyyyy more comfortable then the armor. I hear a light knock on the door. "Come in!" I already know it's not Tommy because he was running the opposite way of the house, towards the flower field. Why? I don't know, probably to meet up with Tubbo. I look up and my dad is standing there. "Oh hey Phil!" Do I call him dad? No. I just never have. I've always called him Phil. Phil smiled at me. "How was your shift?" "Meh boring as usual." Phil nodded agreeing with me. "Yeah, it's more difficult not have Ponk around." I nodded slightly. I had always enjoyed having Ponk around. Sadly, about two months ago he died. He was trying to protect my dumb ass and fucking died. I gripped the side of my head. My breathing started escalating quickly . I felt Phil's arms slowly wrap around me, pulling me into a hug. He always knows what to do whenever my panic attacks start up. My breathing slows eventually. "I'm fine. You can go now." Phil nods at me and walks out of my room, leaving me alone. I move my legs so I'm sitting with my legs crossed. I lean over and grab two pictures off my night stand. One's a picture of Niki. Niki and I have been best friends for a month so now, she also always knew how to cheer me up. I looked at the other picture. It was a picture of my twin brother and me. I was slightly shorter than him in the photo but again this was taken years ago. Way, way before he disappeared. He looked nothing like me, minus the brown hair. I smiled slightly, a tear running down the side of my face. I take a deep breath. "I need a nap..." I whisper to myself before laying down in bed. I start to drift to sleep.

I'm standing in a field. I've been here so many times before and the same thing happens every god damn time. I stand around waiting for the man to appear. I watch as he slowly comes into my sight. He has ram horns but I can never make out his face. His voice is also slurred so it's hard to hear what he says. He hands me a bag then walks away. I already know what's in the bag. I open it slowly, TNT. But why? I'll probably never figure out why. Then my dream starts to change.

I'm standing in L'Manburg. Next to a button. I've been here as well, so many times. I go to press the button against my will. Everything explodes. Most people survive. All eyes are on me now, I can't tell who anybody is, their faces were all blurred. I turn around and tell the person behind me to kill me and that they all want them to. They do. they always fucking kill me, of course they tell me no but I don't accept. Why do I want this to happen.

I wake up in a sweat. I'm heavily breathing. I'm crying. Why can't I just get some sleep? This dream was so fucking endless. It came back every single night. It normally didn't come in naps, but today it did. I try to focus and calm myself down. I yelp out slightly, shit I didn't want to alert Phil. I hear feet come rushing up the stairs. But it's not Phil's. The persons feet are more graceful. My bedroom door is thrown open. Niki runs over to me and hugs me gently. "Wil it's okay I'm here. Everything is fine." My breathing wouldn't slow, it just kept going, just like my mind. Niki starts rubbing small circles into my back while she leans against me. My breathing slows slightly. "Was it the dream again..?" I feel her eyes on me now. I nod slightly. "Wil it's okay now. I'm here." "Niki i-it always comes back. It's fucking endless. It won't stop. I don't even know what it means." Niki shushes me to calm me down. My breathing calms down and she lays her head on my shoulder. "Thank you Niki." My voice is slightly off from breathing heavily and crying. "You're welcome Wil."

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AHHHHHHHH. I'm fine perfectly fine. I bet most of you know what his dreams were about! R.I.P Ponk can we get some o7 in the comments for him? Lol nah I'm kidding. Unlesssss lol. I'm excited to be writing in Wil's perspective lol. Hope y'all enjoyed! Also this story will be shorter then the last!

-Lana <3