AN ANGEL(KENMA X READER)

CHAPTER 44:Shoulder

Y/N POV

I'm still thinking whether to accept the offer or not. Actually I'm not good with people. I'm shy. I'm easy to be afraid of anything. But still, it's a rare opportunity. I don't know. I'm really confused right now.

"Hey, are you okay?" My mom asked as she walks to the studio. I nodded at her and she smiles at me and walks towards me.

"Tell me, what is it?" My mom asked me as she sat next to me.

"I don't know if I should accept the offer" I said along with the deep sigh.

"Why not?" My mom said looking at me smiling.

"It's a rare opportunity. Not all who wants to become an artist or singer could have such offer!" She said. And I kinda feel guilty for some reason. I look down. I remember if she didn't have me at a young age she could be a great volleyball player representing our country.

"Can I tell you something?" She asked me and I nodded looking at her and giving her a small smile.

"Don't blame yourself. In the first place you have done nothing wrong. It's not your fault. You're born in this world with love from us." She said smiling at me. And it made me surprised because she knows me too well.

"It's not your fault that I stopped playing. It's my own decision and I'm happy with that. Those time with you and your father is so precious to me and it's recorded here in my heart!" She said looking into my eyes. My tears starts to fall. When they got divorced I blame myself for that.

I couldn't say a word but instead she held me in her arms. We're both crying. I'm longing for this.

"I'm sorry we left you here alone!" She said while crying.

"Hmm. It's okay!" I said as I'm hugging her.

"We're very sorry to let you on your own. I'm sorry for those time we're not here by your side when you needed us!" She said while crying.

"Thank you for being so strong holding it till now!" She said that made me cry more. It's too painful. It's too crowded. My thoughts are somehow occupied and I couldn't think of what to say. But instead I'm just hugging her.

"We're here for you. Just ask. You didn't have to hold it yourself!" She said.

We still hugging each other. And after a few minutes we look to each others eyes and laughed on ourselves.

"I'm gonna sleep now. You should sleep too. Goodnight honey. I love you!" She said and stood up.

"Goodnight mom. I love you too!" I said and she smiles at me. She walks out the door and left me on the studio to think.

And in that moment somehow I'm enlighten to what path to choose. I stood up and went to my room and sleeps.

THIRD PERSON'S POV

Kenma and Kuroo are on the bleachers just watching some of the volleyball team. But somehow Kenma want to sleep so he decided to covered himself and sleep.

"Ah, y/n-chan!" Kuroo said seeing y/n walking towards them.

"Here some snacks!" She gave them some banana.

"Thanks!" Kuroo said.

"Is he sleeping?" Y/n asked as she saw Kenma sleeping silently.

"Ah yeah. He woke up early just to play on his psp. I told him many times to just rest but he didn't listen to me!" Kuroo said exclaiming. Y/n just chuckles hearing that. It's very Kenma. They made a space for y/n to sit on next to Kenma.

"Where's Kenji?" Kuroo asked.

"Ah they said they will be here at the time of your game. They just need to run some errands!" Y/n explains.

"Ahh!" Kuroo said while his eyes are on the court.

Y/n held Kenma's hand. He's sleeping deeply so he doesn't feel y/n is holding him.

"I'm just gonna buy something. I'm leaving you Kenma for now!" Kuroo said and he makrs his way out of the bleachers.

Y/n just smiling seeing Kenma. It's so cute.

KENMA'S POV

I felt a heaviness on my shoulder so I removed the covered of my eyes to look of what is that. And when I removed it I saw y/n on my shoulder sleeping. I chuckles and confused of why she's here.

"She arrived a few minutes ago. I said I'm just gonna buy something and when I came she fall asleep in your shoulder!" Kuroo explained while his eyes on the court. Y/n's senpais are here too.

"She probably tired. We had a gig yesterday  and it's ended pretty much late. And in school she told me something stressing her out. And we had a little bit of a practice!" Kenji explained.

I just looked at her. And feeling amazed she didn't bother by the loud noise of the crowd. I fixed her hair covering her face. I placed it behind her ears. And I realized she's holding my hands. I smile a little 'cause I don't want to hear Kuroo's teasing voice.

A few minutes later she woke up. She looked at me and smiles.

"Ah good morning Kozume-kun!" She said and it made me blushed. It was too sudden calling me that.

"G-good morning. Did you sleep well?" I asked her covering my face.

"Yeah!" She said and smiles at me.

"Kuroo, Kenma it's time!" Suddenly Yaku arrived telling us that it's time for us to play.

"Okay!" Kuroo said and stood up.

"See you later!" I said and stood up too. But she's holidng my hand.

She smiles at me "good luck. I love you!"

It made me really blushed.

"I love you too. Watch us!" I said and smiles at her. She nodded and smiles from ear to ear.

We went along with Yaku. We are now entering the court. I immediately look at y/n direction. She's smiling.

"Let's do this!" Tora said getting pumped up.

Somehow I feel much excited now. Seeing her on the bleachers and knowing that she's watching over us is really something. I mean I can't contained how happy I am seeing her.