AN ANGEL(KENMA X READER)

Chapter 11: RISK AND LONELINESS

KENMA'S POV

Kuroo's words are echoing in my mind. I want it to stop. Do I have a chance? If ever I confess to her. What if she turn me down? What if it just give me pain again? I don't want to happen it again. Those pain I've been through. I don't want to repeat it.

Thinking about that makes me frustrated more. I have this past relationship of mine. She's my first love. For me, she's like a sun who light up my darkest days. We share dreams and hopes. We share everything. My first kiss, my first relationship, my first love. I thought she's really the one who I spend my life with. I thought, but it's not. I saw her cheating on me. She said she's not happy anymore. She told me that her dreams change as he met that guy. She said that she thought she loved me but she's not. It was just to ease her loneliness. To ease the pain she's going through.

Waahhhhhhh. Y/n, sorry. For ignoring you. Sorry I'd given up. I don't want to suffer again. It's hard to fix me again. It's hard to start again. It's hard to pick myself again after. Those pain I've been through taught me many things, it's that don't fall too deep you might not gonna climb up.

I'll just ignore her. To stop this feeling. I just stared at the ceiling as my tears falls down to my checks. But why am I regretting it now when I don't even done it? I place my hand to my face and starts to cry.

Y/N POV

I woke up early and starts to pack my guitar and stuffs. I locked my house and walk to school. A few minutes I arrived at the school. Before entering a deep sigh coming out of my mouth. I went to my locker to change shoes. And I saw Kenma too. He's busy on his psp. I look at him and waved. I want to apologize to what happened yesterday.

"Ken---" I said but Kenma walks away. I put my hand down slowly and just watch him leave. Maybe he didn't notice me. I just apologize to him later.

I walk to my room and sit down to my seat.

"What's wrong y/n?" My seatmate asked me

"Ohhh nothing!" I said and smile at her.

"You've been pouting as you walked to the room!" She said.

"Ahhh I didn't notice hehe!" I said

"Okay. You sure okay?" She asked again.

"Yes I'm fine!" I said and smiled at her.

"Okay class! That's enough chit-chat we're starting!" Our adviser said for homeroom.

"Okay, as you know that our school festival are in two weeks. So do you have any idea of what should we do to the school festival. Ms. President may you lead?" She said and our leader stood and went to the front.

"Okay. Any suggestion guys?!" She asked.

"Ohhh me! What if a haunted house?" He said.

"The other section already done that!" She said.

"Ohh me, what me marriage booth?" She suggested.

"But another class took that one too!" She said with a sad face.

"What about a cafe?" Someone said.

"Yeah. What kind of cafe?" Ms. President asked.

"A cat made cafe?" Other one said.

"Ohh that's a good idea. We could earn a lot of profit!" Ms. President said as her eyes sparkled.

"Okay. So who wants to do a cat maid cafe?" She asked and the majority wins.

"Okay that's settled. Secretary please write it down to the board!" She said.

"Okay, we're now assigning the duties. The maids and etc!" She said as many our raising theit hands to volunteer. And I'm not volunteering to that staff. I don't like that kind of stuff. As they're writing down the duties.