AN ANGEL(KENMA X READER)

CHAPTER 50:So Near Yet So Far

"W-why?" I asked.

"Didn't you see, or you just so naive. We're fading!" He said. But I hold both his hand.

"Let's fix this!" I said but my eyes look on sides.

"I'm sorry y/n. But it's too much for me to handle anymore!" He said as he cries.

"Kenma!" I said as my eyes getting blurry.

"I thought I can but I can't. I thought I can handle this but I can't y/n" He said. Hearing those word to him and I know he's hurting. And it makes me frustrated to myself hurting this man infront of me.

"I thought you understand!" I said as my tears flowing down my cheeks.

"You thought!" He shouts at me.

"We're done y/n. I don't want this anymore!" He said. My knees grows weak hearing those words coming from him.

"But kenma-" I said and tears falls down my cheeks

"I've had enough of this shit!" He said and he walks away. Leaving me there confused. I plopped to the ground.

"He's kidding right?" I said to myself I couldn't believe this. My tears are just flowing without stopping. I stood up and run as fast as I can. I run and run but I don't feel the exhaustion but the pain pinning down my chest. I can't breath not because of running but because I'm crying.

I went home closing doors and just cry it out.

KENMA'S POV

I left her there crying. I felt my chest is bursting. I know I hurt her but it hurts me too seeing her crying because of me. I went home.

"Kenma, what's wrong?" My mom asked. I just ignore her and went to my room.

As I closed my door my tears burst in.

"I'm sorry!" I said repeatedly. I'm sorry I'm such a coward. I'm sorry but I couldn't do this anymore. I'm sorry for blaming you. I'm sorry y/n. I'm really sorry. Those words just keeps on repeat. Gome. Gomennasai. I feel asleep as I'm crying. The next day I didn't went to school. I don't want to. I play games as I woke up.

Realizing it's the game she bought for me. I'm playing at the same time crying.

I spent days on my room. Without taking a bath or eating properly. Staying up till sunrise. Staying up till my eyes can no longer opens.

"Kenma! kenma!" Kuroo calling me from the door. I ignored him. I ignored everybody.

"He didn't eat anything!" My mom said to kuroo as I heard their conversation on the door.

"Kenma talk to me!" Kuroo said as he knock to the door repeatedly.

"Here's the key!" My mom said and with that the door opens.

"Just leave this to me ma'am!" Kuroo said and my mom left. He closed the door and walk to me and saw me crying.

"Kenma!" He said in his soft voice. He hug me. And with that the sound of me crying can be heard on the room.

"Just cry it out!" Kuroo said as he pats may back.

Y/N POV

I'm alone in this house. Tired of crying for days. I'm not eating properly. Thinking I'm hurting him without realizing it. I'm such a fool. I'm such a dumb.

Here I am staring at the ceiling. As my tears keeps on falling on my eyes. I don't have anyone it's just myself. My phone keeps ringing. I have shoots and interview also but I didn't want to be outside anymore.