The unexpected Fate: Gangsterism

Chapter 5

One shot, he's dead. Pablo isn't even showing any remorse. No emotion at all.
He walked up the stairs to the house, seconds later we followed back to the house leaving the men cleaning up .How can a person be so cruel? Killing someone so brutally like they are a chicken. That's so inhuman, I don't think this is a forgivable sin. It shouldn't be
I hugged myself tears threatening to fall walking down the wall way. My heart feeling heavy, he was my crush. A friend, a good person. He doesn't deserve this, I hate Pablo. I hate him! How dare he take away the person I love so much. He was going to help me escape this hell hole. Maybe Nico had changed his mind and thought actually wanted me to be his girlfriend but Pablo ruined all those plans by taking away his life. Just because he's a snitch...gangs take things personal huh? Stupid gang
The hate, sadness and my drained heart, it hurts so bad. If I would speak on what we were planning or see the chip obviously he would kill me too. The scene replayed in my mind.
"Blaaaa!!!"
Nico fell down laying in a pool of blood
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I walked in around the house, found a room that seemed like a gym, it had all sorts of gyming machines. I pushed the door making my way inside slowly trailing to the thread mill, I stepped on it. Switched it on then started walking till it went fast, I ran fast with the pace. My vision started being foggy as tears filled my eyes. Slowly one tear fell, it's my fault that he died. I'm the reason, you know throughout the time I've known him. Just seeing him my day would be better. There's one song in my mind
"There goes my heart beating
Cause you are the reason
I'm losing my sleep
Please come back now

There goes my mind racing
And you are the reason
That I'm still breathing
I'm hopeless now

I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken
Oh, ‘cause I need you to see
That you are the reason"
Calum Scott - You Are The Reason
The door opened, I quickly wiped my tears, Cairo was at the door. He looked at me making his eyes small in a threating way.
Cairo: You're not suppose to be here! Get the fuck out!!!!
He strode to the thread mill switching it off abruptly. Then pulled me off harshly I almost fell flat on my face but balanced with my other foot
My face was now sweaty, the door opened, Pablo came in looking like he's in a rush. He calmed down once he saw me
Pablo: Cairo! Let her go!
Cairo: But you see...
Pablo looked at me. "And you? Who told you to come here?"
Me: Uhmm I ... ohmgff..I ...stress...disstres
Pablo: Cairo give us some space.
Cairo: Sure sure
He gave me an evil look as he went out.
Pablo: What you saw back there ...
Me: It's cruel.
I said calmly at first, anger building up
Pablo: It had to be done.
Me: You are a monster!! You are evil and black hearted!! How could you! You know I... I hate you!
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I stopped myself from saying I loved Nico. Those words were at the tip of my tongue.
Pablo: I did what I had to do. You know that it's important to work with people who you trust huh? And when they betray you there are concequences right?
Me: That's not the same as what you did!
Pablo: You're a smart woman. You know what I'm talking about.
He gently smiled patting my shoulder, an electronic feeling overwhelmed me at the contact of his skin with mine.
He turned back to the door, and stopped halfway when he was about to open the door then turned his head.
Pablo: Make sure to close the door on your way out.
I didn't respond to that, instead I switched on the thread mill and continued running.
'there are concequences' I thought of the chip that I had.