You know, I believe I've learnt something throughout the excitement that came my way, and hope you take note and try to be better person, look out for your family and friends, cherish them cause you'll never know when poof they gone. Look at me being all positive and I have to fight with myself everyday to keep the blade away xD. Right now I'm tryna see if I can find a happy memory for you guys. NNNNOOOPPPPEEE.
Sometimes I believe I picked the wrong people as friends. Because looking back, most of pain come from them. For example. In the summer, there was a custody case for me, which ended with me being adopted, I was around what 15-16? And during that adopted period, I grew attached to the couple. Dont ask me why big ass people wanted a grown teen for a kid, I dunno. Anyway, I remember specifically one day. We were heading to lunch, adopted mom and I, but we got into a car crash. Forgive me, details are hazy because had had suffered a concussion, resulting a slight memory loss. About a week I believe, I thought it would be smart if I texted my contacts to see if I can remember someone. Some people I remembered, some I didn't, but I stuck to the ones I knew. They were helping me get some things, remember crap and stuff when eventually I caught on. Fast forward to school, when I'm supposed to meet with said friends. The day before, I had made cards for the people who helped me with my progress, to you know, say thanks. Boy I wish I didn't. All of a sudden no one wanted to talk to me and my cards were tossed in the bin. Eventually I was told that they believe that i was lying about my memory yada yada. So here i was blank as a page, roaming around barely knowing shit.
Mind you, the story may sound jumbled a bit, thats because I barely remember it. But the whole point was that the so called friends completely left me on my lonesome all because one bad apple didn't know me. And its sad that someone needs to prove their disability in order to get any help. Once again, I blame myself.
