warnings: yelling, abuse, degrading in non sexual way.
vinnie and i were currently screaming at each other. he thought i was flirting with damen. all we did was laugh at a video and my clumsy self stumbled, so he caught me.
"vinnie don't you think you're overreacting?" i said calmly. "overreacting? he was totally flirting with you!" he yelled at me. "we were just laughing at a video!" i yelled back. "but he touched you!" i rolled my eyes. "he literally caught me so i didn't fall, what is the problem with that?" he sighed lifting his hand up a bit.
i flinched and covered my face. "you thought-" he cut himself off. i opened my eyes and he had his hands in hair with his eyed widened. my eyes started watering. vinnie wrapped his arms around me and i sobbed into his chest.
my ex was abusive and vinnie knew that. so seeing him look like he was about to hit me gave me flashbacks.
flashback to 2 years ago.
"jonathan i don't care! it wasn't that serious." i slightly raised my voice. "who the fuck are you yelling at bitch?" he got in my face. "all you do is yell at me and blame me for shit i didn't do!"
he slapped me right across the face causing me to fall to the ground i held my cheek with tears forming in my eyes. he grabbed my hair and made me look up at him. "don't ever yell at me again you worthless whore!" "fuck you!" he punched me multiple times. i tried to get out of his grip. he kicked me in my stomach leaving a bunch of bruises all over my body.
"we're over you bitch!" was the last thing he said before leaving my house slamming the door. i laid there silently crying in pain. i got up and stumbled into the bathroom. i looked in the mirror and saw my bloody nose, bruised face, and all the other marks he left all over my body.
i slid down the wall. i'm glad he's gone. i won't ever have to see his face again. i smiled through the pain. i'm glad i can be free now.
end of flashback.
i pulled myself together and wiped my tears. "i'm so sorry. i didn't mean for it look like i was gonna hit you. i would never put my hands on you like that. i'm just stressed and don't wanna lose you." he rested his chin on my head pulling me closer into the hug, leaving no space left between us.
i lift my head from his shirtless chest to look at him. "it's okay i know you would never hurt me and you won't lose me." i pecked his lips. he laid another kiss on my forehead. "can we watch victorious?" i looked up at him. he smiled "sure." he put on the show and laid on my chest. i played with his hair. "once again i'm sorry about that." "it's fine." i kissed his cheek and changed my focus back to the show.
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ARI NOTES.
this is a draft from months ago 🧍🏽♀️. HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN! FEELING LOST BUT NOW AND THEN. sorry bye.
