warnings: teen pregnancy?
i paced back and forth around the bathroom waiting for my phone timer to go off. please don't be positive. please don't be positive is was kept repeating in my head. a minute later my phone goes off. i walk back over to the sink and grab the pregnancy tests. i counted to three and then flipped them. my heart dropped.
positive.
two lines. that means pregnant right? oh my god. i slid down the door. what is vinnie gonna think? i'm only 18, theres so much more i wanna do with my life before having a kid. i run my hands through my hair pulling on the ends. i hide them in the draw and wash my hands.
i take a deep breath before opening the door and going downstairs. there vinnie was on the couch playing on the console. i go into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of water. i close the fridge door and turn to see a smiley vinnie causing me to get startled and drop the bottle. "woah it's just me." he put his hands up in defense. "yeah. right."
picking up the bottle and walking over to the couch. "are you okay?" he followed me over to the couch. "yeah i'm fine." i said while laying down on a pillow. "i'll go get you a blanket" he jogged upstairs.
-5 minutes later-
how long does it take to get a blanket? i thought to myself. i go upstairs into our bedroom and see what i was terrified of seeing. vinnie standing in the bathrrom holding the pregnancy test. "vinnie i was gonna tell you."
he looks at me. "y/n were too young." "i know but i think i wanna keep it." "i'm sorry but i can't be a dad right now. i'm not ready." "and you think i am? but i'm considering on keeping the baby even thought i'm not ready either."
"well i gotta go." my heart ached. "are you serious?" i watched as he grabbed his stuff. "i can't be a father right now y/n." i shake my head in disbelief. "your just gonna walk out on me and not even be here for me?" "Y/N! were 18 and 19 years old, why the fuck would we have a baby right now? he raised his voice at me.
"okay? it's not all on me. you did this to me!" he rolled his eyes and slammed the door. i dropped to the floor crying my eyes out. i'm gonna raise this kid on my own. i get into bed and fall asleep.
-next morning-
i wake up get up and shower, brush my teeth, and get dressed. as i was at a red light driving to the doctor, i couldn't help but look at a mother and her son on a bench laughing. it give me hope on that i'm making the right choice. i walk into the doctor office and go to the ultrasound room. "hello mrs. y/n" my doctor said as i laid on the chair with my shirt up.
i shivered as the cold gel was on my stomach. the baby scanner thingy moved around and i saw my baby on the screen. "there's your child." i smiled to myself. "so i'll get your papers and tell you how many weeks you are." i nodded as she walked away. a few minutes later she comes back with pictures from the ultrasound and other papers.
"okay y/n you are two weeks pregnant. here are your pictures and your papers, come back in a couple weeks so we can find on the gender." she handed my everything. "okay thank you." i get in my car and drive home, immediately jumping on the couch exhausted.
i'm gonna get through this with or without vinnie.
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ARI NOTES!is this even how pregnancies
and ultrasounds work? i'm so uneducated on this.
i'll do part 2 later.