ASHLEY'S POV
Same routine as everyday we wake up at 05:00 make breakfast ..wake up the kids then leave at 07:30 so we can drop the kids off at school on time. I rolled over to Danny's side to wake her up but she wasn't there, i frowned and got up going into the bathroom since i heard the shower running . I opened the door and got in behind her hugging her she jumped but relaxed soon after.
"Hey baby did you sleep okay" she asked sweetly like she always does in the morning.
I simply hummed as a response and she laughed lightly , running her fingers up and down my bare back.
"My cranky baby" she cooed kissing my neck softly since i was a little taller than her i decided to bite her boob it was supposed to be playful but i bit her a little too hard and she did not like that .
"Ow okay jeez you're not cranky" i nodded she knows i don't like being called cranky I'm just not a morning person.
"Okay come on wash up" she pulled away from me turning us around so i was under the water and she got out.
"No fair you got up early" i whined she knows i like it when we shower together before our day starts.
"Sorry baby i woke up and couldn't sleep I'll go start on breakfast okay?"
"Fine " i said faking being angry she just rolled her eyes leaving the bathroom. I made quick work of showering and got out putting my hair in a towel getting dressed and going downstairs to see how breakfast was coming along.
As i reached the kitchen Danny took the last bit of scrambled eggs out of the pan and put it on to one of the plates. God i love when she makes breakfast i walked up to her and kissed her lips before moving to her ear.
"Not it" i whispered and she whined because now she had to wake the kids up for school.
"Go on I'll make us some coffee" i winked and she rolled her eyes going upstairs.
DANNY'S POV
I decided to wake Asher up first since he's usually the easiest, i knocked on his door before going inside he was laying on top of his covers spread out like a starfish i pitty the person having to share his bed one day. I smiled and walked up to him shaking his shoulder lightly.
"Ash come on buddy get up"
"Food?"
"Yes breakfast is ready now come on "
He sat up and stretched before standing up i left the room so he could get dressed and made my way to Hazel's room, i knocked on her door and went inside , she was on the floor doing sit ups at 6 in the morning, i crouched down beside her and pulled one of her headphones out if her ear she was covered in sweat meaning she's been at this for a while.
"Oh morning Momma" she chirped wiping her head with her work out towel.
"Morning bug how long have you been at this ?" She checked her watch.
"Two hours i woke up at 4 and i couldn't go back to sleep so i thought i might as well be productive "
"Oh um okay well go shower breakfast is ready" she looked nervous at the mention of food and that worried me but she quickly changed her expression.
"Okay thanks momma " i half smiled and made my way to the door after helping her up.
"Hey bug...you know you can tell us anything right?"
"Yeah i know thanks momma" i nodded walking out and closing her door behind me heading to Elijah's room next.
I crouched down beside his bed and gently caressed his cheek kissing it after.
"Eli wake up you gotta get ready for school " he opened his eyes slowly looking at me sadly i felt bad for him i know he's not feeling great right now.
"Hi kiddo how ya feeling?"
"I'm tired " he answerd rubbing his eyes.
"Okay do you feel like you can go to school today?" He nodded his head but he was already dosing off again.
"It's okay you can stay home with me today , sleep some more and I'll make you breakfast later okay" he nodded already half asleep so i tucked him in again leaving the room allowing him to get some more sleep.
I walked back downstairs and saw Ash and Asher at the table but there was no sign of Hazel. Ash looked up at me and smiled.
"Eli's too tired to go to school today I'll call the doctor to see what we can do about his dreams" Ash nodded and smiled reassuringly and i walked over to her kissing her cheek silently thanking her for understanding.
"Where's Hazel?" Ash asked
"I don't know I'll go check on her" i walked back upstairs and knocked on Hazel's door .
"Come in" she chirped from the other side.
"Hey bug come on the food's getting cold.
"Yeah I'm coming" she replied smiling so i left it there and we walked downstairs together.
HAZEL'S POV (TW:ED)
Okay so i realised that I wouldn't be able to skip breakfast so i decided i would eat it and then just go up into the bathroom and throw it up again . This isn't going to be permanent just till Sydney approves of the way i look then I'll find healthier ways to keep my weight down.
I sat down at the table and started eating my food in small bites so it would come up easier and when i finished i excused myself and said i still had to brush my teeth which isn't a total lie when you think about it .
I went into the bathroom and locked the door turning on some music placing my phone near the door so that would be the only thing heard from outside, i got on my knees in front of the toilet and stuck two fingers down my throat i had to do this a few times before i started throwing up and i kept going till there was nothing but bile coming out, i flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth fixing my make up and walking out of the door after i sprayed some perfume in the bathroom to get rid of the smell.
I looked down at my hand and saw teeth marks on my knuckles so i rubbed them a few times to try and hide it but i ended up putting a hoodie on so i could pull my sleeve over my hand.
Once i was back downstairs we grabbed our things and headed to school mom was driving us today since Momma was staying with Eli. I just hope i can hide this long enough to satisfy Sydney i really want her to like me the way i like her. And if i need to drop 15 pounds to be pretty enough i will what could go wrong...
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