HAZEL'S POV
We got home after making a quick stop at the pharmacy Vi has been quiet the whole time i could only imagine all the things running through her head right now. I led her upstairs she hasn't let me let her go since i first hugged her at doctor Julia's office , everytime i tried she would look at me with fearful eyes and i would wrap my arms around her again. I took her up to my room and she turned her head to look at me.
"Can we go take a bath please, i feel all dirty and weird from being examined like that"
"Of course baby, i'll grab you some comfy clothes you can head into the bathroom and start the bath while i get everything okay?" she nodded and headed out the door and into the bathroom.
I made quick work of getting clothes for her and ran downstairs to grab her cream and went back upstairs and made my way into the bathroom closing the door behind me, Vi was sitting on the edge of the bathtub staring into space , i walked up to her and stood in front of her pulling her head against my stomach , i held her for a few moment before turning off the water making sure it was the right temperature before reaching down grabbing the hem of her shirt slowly lifting it up and over her head i reached behind her unclipping and taking off her bra, she stood up and i took off her jeans and underwear, i shushed her as she started shaking again and got up again taking her hair out of her face and kissing her forehead. I gestured for her to get i the tub and she did but looked up at me expectantly.
"What's wrong baby?" i asked crouching down next to her.
" Will you get in with me...please"
"Oh yeah i'm sorry i didn't know you literarily meant we , but yes of course i'm just going to go grab some clothes and i'll be back okay?" she nodded and i got up and went to my room and grabbed myself some clothes and went back to the bathroom closing and locking the door behind me.
I stripped out of my clothes and got in the tub behind her and she moved backwards laying her head back against my chest and i wrapped my arms around her. I contemplated on asking her why she lied to me in Switzerland but i didn't know if it was the right time , we laid in silence for a bit before i grabbed a washcloth and some soap lathering it up before i gently started washing Vi's body i handed her the washcloth so she could wash between her legs herself. i washed myself after and we laid back again.
"Hazel?"
"Hmm?" i hummed.
"You're probably wondering about what i told you in Switzerland?"
"Yeah but we don't need to talk about it right now "
"But i want to"
"Okay baby just take you're time"
"It wasn't all a lie, only the part about a girl being my first , but the real reason i pressured you to have sex is that every night after he finished he would tell me that he loved me and that sex was the only thing that could ever make anyone love me , and at first i didn't believe it but over time he got into my head , i don't know if it was the sleep deprivation or just the over all anxiety of it all , i convinced myself that i needed to have sex with you so you wouldn't grow tired of me and toss me aside and i wanted to replace his touch with yours, i wanted to get the feeling of his rough and dry hands out of my head and replace it with the softness of yours, i'm sorry i lied "
"It's okay baby i'm not mad at you, and i'm sorry for not asking you about why you were acting so strangely"
"Please don't be sorry , i wouldn't have told you anyway, i was too scared "
"You don't have to be scared anymore , whatever happens and whatever you decide i'm not going anywhere "I moved my hands and rested them on her stomach.
"You wouldn't leave me if i kept it?" she asked slowly.
"Of course not baby, and my moms would help us raise it they would buy you everything you needed and pay for your doctor's visits"
"You're going a little fast there love i don't know if i want to keep it, its just a little harder to think about the abortion now that i actually hear the heartbeat and know that it's alive"
"I know baby i'm just letting you know that it's an option" she nodded and yawned.
"Come on Love let's go take a nap" she nodded and we got out and dried off putting on some lotion before getting dressed and going into my room after Vi put in her cream .
"Go ahead and get in bed baby i'll go grab you some water" she nodded and i kissed her forehead tucking her into bed before going downstairs and into the kitchen to grab Vi some water because she wakes up periodically to drink water throughout her naps and when she sleeps at night.
I went into the kitchen and mom and momma were both there looking at me.
"How's Violet bug?" mom asked cautiously.
"She's okay, we're going to take a nap now , but i think Vi is thinking of keeping the baby" i said softly.
"Yeah i noticed , we'll talk to you guys when you wake up baby go rest up okay?" i nodded and made my way back up the stairs and into my room i saw Violet already fast asleep and smiled.
I put Vi's water next to her on the bedside table and walked around to my side of the bed and got in bed next to Vi, once i was fully in bed Vi moved back and i turned to her and wrapped my arm around her holding her close to me kissing her head softly.
Whatever Vi decides i will support her and i know my moms will too , i just want her to be happy whatever that may be i closed my eyes and focused on every steady breath that Vi took as she slept and allowed it to lull me to sleep as well.
ASHLEY'S POV
I looked at Danny as she sat at the kitchen counter she seemed sad i can only imagine how all of this is affecting her she must be having flashbacks of what happened to her i grabbed her hand and she looked at me and gave me a sad smile.
"Come on baby let's go get comfy so we could talk" she nodded and we moved to the livingroom and sat on the couch and Danny cuddled into my side as i held her she looked at Ava who sat in her swing happily looking at the little animals swinging above her head.
"Tell me what's on your mind" i said softly and ran my hand through her hair.
"This whole thing with Violet it's a little triggering and i understand that she wanted me to go in with her because i understand what she's going through, but i saw the way her eyes softened when she looked at the screen and this morning i saw her caressing her stomach ,she's inlove with that baby and don't think she's going to go through with the abortion."
"I don't think so either , so what do you think we should do?"
"Will you be up for helping her out so she can go to school? she can stay here in the house instead of moving into the dorm and i will work from home and look after the baby during the day and we can even help her out at night so she can get enough sleep."
"I don't have a problem with that but i think we need to let her decide if she wants to keep the baby or not first if we tell her this now she might keep the baby and regret it later on , but if she does decide to keep it we can tell her that we're willing to help her out."
"Okay" she whispered and held me tighter, i kissed her head and we turned on a movie to watch while we waited for Violet and Hazel to wake up and for Asher and Elijah to get back from the park.
This is going to be hard Ava would be 10 or 11 months old when Violet's baby will be born if she keeps it, and we'll have to start all over again, but i can only imagine how hard this choice is for her and we want to make this as easy for her as we can she's young and scared and suddenly faced with this big choice placed upon her shoulders not knowing what the right move is , but no matter what we'll support her , Violet has become like a child in our home , her mother has called us a few times asking s to tell Violet to go home but we couldn't do that to her and we couldn't tell her mother what had happened to her it wasn't fair towards Violet. I sighed and laid my head on top of Danny's and decided to drown out my thoughts by trying to watch the movie we turned on.
