It's Always You!

Saddle Ranch ;)

A/N This chapter is going to consist mostly of Alyssa's and Jaden's conversation so will primarily be written in a slightly different style I hope you still enjoy the chapter. Please note sexual content and strong language used within this chapter, please skip if this makes you uncomfortable.

We sit down at a two person table towards the back of the restaurant, in a slightly secluded part of the restaurant. We both order our food, I decide on a rare steak with salad and fries while Jaden orders a burger. While we wait for our food Jaden starts a deep topic of conversation.

Jaden: You handled yourself really well outside Lyssa. I'm impressed.

Alyssa: Um - thanks. It's not like I have never done an interview before.

Jaden: I know but interviews out in LA are different to those on the circuit.

I don't say anything in response to his reply, I had a nagging feeling that something is about to happen but I can't put my finger on it. He's sort of talking down to me which is something he's never done before. I'm not sure I like where this conversation is heading. My stomach turns into knots from the building anxiety. Have I missed some kind of warning sign. Is this why so many people say you can't be friends with an ex..does one side always struggle and turn sour? No, stop it, nothing has really happened and it probably won't. I need to take a couple deep breaths and chill out. 

Jaden: Are you seeing anyone Lyssa?

Alyssa: N-no Jay, I'm not seeing anyone.

Jaden: But you like someone?

Alyssa: Do you not think this is weird talking about our potential love lives. Your my ex Jaden, I feel like this is crossing some sort of line.

Jaden: We are friends Lyssa and friends talk about this stuff.

Alyssa: Hmmm

I take a sip from my glass of iced tea when Jaden starts to question me again, no level of preparation could have prepared me for what he was about to ask me. I'm that surprised that I nearly choke on my drink.

Jaden: Have you fucked anyone since me?

Alyssa: Why does it matter Jaden.

Jaden: It just does.

Alyssa: But why?

Jaden: I still like you Lyssa.

My mouth drops open and I don't know what to say to him. I honestly feel like we are just friends right now. I closed that door ages ago and I have moved on. Yes Jaden was my first and we had some great memories but that's all they were. I push back from the table and look down at him, his expression on his face showing nothing. I must look like a deer in the head lights, I can't deal with this right now I need some air. Some time alone, to just think and try to clear my head and think of the best way to handle this situation. I don't want to hurt his feelings but I'm not going to lead him on either. I turn on my heal mumbling a pitiful "Excuse me" and walk to the back of the restaurant to the private terrace.

Once outside I pull out my phone and call Mel, I ask her to come and pick me me up from the restaurant. She asks why and about Jaden but I tell her I can't talk about it right now but would explain later. She agrees and tells me that she's message me once outside. As I hang up the phone I hear the door behind me open, I turn around and see Jaden.

Jaden: Look Lyssa, I know this is a surprise but I love you. I have loved you since we first met and I know that the timing was off back then but this could be our time right now. I want us to try again.

Alyssa: Jaden, I-I

Jaden: Shit Lyssa your so beautiful.

Alyssa: Stop Jaden. We agreed to be friends. I don't won't to go back. I closed the door firmly behind me. 

Jaden: You have to answer me Lyssa, have you fucked anyone else since me?

Alyssa: That's non of your business.

Before I can react Jaden has me pushed up against the cold brick wall, his lips crash down against mine, demanding entry into my mouth. For a split second I forget and fall into the past my brain failing me. He moves his hands over my body and presses a palm against my breast, the movement brings me into the present though and I harshly push against his chest forcing him off me. Breaking all contact. I didn't want this. I don't want him.

Alyssa: What the hell JADEN! I shout annoyed and panicked. How dare he touch me like this. Who even is this guy standing before me. 

Jaden: Don't pretend that you don't want this Lyssa. I remember how much it turned you on to get off in public.

Alyssa: Screw You Jaden. I'm going to tell you this once and once only so you better fucking listen. I don't want you like that. I've moved on and have found someone else. Don't touch me and stay in your own lane. 

Jaden: Don't be a fool Lyssa. You and I both know that Tyler will never be able to satisfy your needs. I will only ever be able to make you cum and scream my name.

I step closer to him making him smile, I shake my head and slap him. He looks over to me in surprise. A wicked grin crossing his lips. I turn on my heal and rush towards the doors that head back into the restaurant. Before I can open them and head inside I hear his threatening promise 'Don't worry baby I'll be inside you again soon. I'll fuck you so hard you'll be feeling me inside you for weeks. Just like the first time. Only next time I don't care if you want it or not.'

I back away from him and walk over to the door again. Turning before I leave making my point very clear 'Like hell you will Jaden, I told you we are just friends. We broke up for a reason and I've moved on. Just because you were my first doesn't make you the best or my last.' I look at him with sadness and disappointment in my eyes. He just had to go on and ruin everything, our friendship has been destroyed in mere moments. I rush through the restaurant and outside keeping my face neutral, I am stopped by some reporters but I manage to escape them when Mel pulls up. I rush over to the car and hop in.