It's Always You!

What in hells name ?

RECAP -
I shake my head and step back making his hand drop. 'We don't have to do this Tyler' I whisper as I feel my eyes starting to fill. I spin and turn away from him wrapping my arms around myself. 'Alyssa, please look at me.' His voice is so soft and calming but I'm stubborn - I shake my head. I don't think I'm ready for this conversation yet - I know I should have had more to drink....

TYLER POV

I'm standing close to Alyssa watching as she faces away from me. I knew I'd hurt her feelings this morning when I didn't respond to her confession about liking me as more than a friend. I was just so surprised that she saw me, like actually saw me as something more than a friend that I panicked for a moment. By the time I had put all the pieces together Dom and Chris entered the room and Aly bolted as soon as she could.

I take a step closer to her and place my hand on her shoulder, I tug gently making her turn back around the face me. Her beautiful ocean eyes are wide with a hint of sadness. Before she can try to push me away further I press a finger against her lips. Making it clear to remain silent. 'Alyssa, I know that I hurt you earlier when you told me you liked me but you have to let me explain...I was just surprised.'
Alyssa pushes my finger away from her lips and rolls her eyes, I see the moment she switches emotions and puts her game face on. 'It doesn't matter Tyler. It's okay that you don't like me as something more than a friend. I'm a big girl I can handle rejection.' I watch frozen as she tries to walk past me, I grab her arm with my hand stopping her in her tracks. Her eyes falter and look down to the floor. I sigh and then tug her arm, pulling her body flush against mine. I bring her arm behind her back pressing her against my chest. With my other free hand I tilt her head up so she had no choice but to meet my eye line. In a raspy voice 'You have no idea how much you drive me crazy!' I run a hand threw my hair trying to relieve some of the tension around us.

A few moments pass before Alyssa inhales sharply, her mouth falling open. My attention falters from her beautiful crystal ocean blue eyes down to her beautiful plump pink lips. Begging mw to kiss her. Acting on impulse and letting my dominate side take control I stop holding back and make it clear to Alyssa that I like her. Aggressively I lower my head down and cover her lips with mine, kissing her with every ounce of my attraction for her. Her lips part wider and I slip my tongue into her mouth, caressing her tongue with mine. She moans into my mouth surprising me, this is a side to Alyssa I could never have expected. My hand moves to his neck squeezing gently controlling to movement of her face - helping me to deepen the kiss.

Alyssa POV

Oh my if I am dreaming please don't wake me up as I am in pure bliss. I am living in a moment that I never want to end. If you had asked me a few hours ago if I thought this moment was ever going to happen I would have told you that they were crazy but here I am at the Sway house in Griffin's room making out with Tyler. Granted he initiated our first kiss but I couldn't have imagined a better first kiss. He had my one hand intertwined with his and is holding it behind my back. Holding me in place and pressed up against his chest. I have my other hand resting against his chest, a handful of his shirt in my fist. I open my mouth to him which he jumps at the opportunity caressing his tongue with mine. He nibbles my bottom lip causing me to moan into his mouth.

I open my eyes to look into Tyler's, I see then darken and then I feel his hand move to my neck, adding pressure making my eyes roll into the back of my head. Tyler's lips fall from mine and move down my jaw leaving feather light wet kissing down my neck. With my now free hand I let go of his shirt and move my hand into his hair, taking a handful in my palm. I tug aggressively which makes Tyler moan into the crock of my neck. Tyler pulls back and looks at me again, I smile shyly and press my lips to his. After a few more moment we break apart as we hear a noise at the door.

We both break apart and look over to the door, to see a very surprise Chris. He looks between us both shock and surprise on his adorable face. 'What in hell's name is happening here?' he questions when he finally processes what he'd just seen. I look over to Tyler feeling the blush creep over my face, Tyler on the other hand brings his arm around my waist pulling me to him but keeps his attention on Chris. We all know that they have this weird bromance but this was making this whole situation more awkward. 'I think it's pretty clear Chris.' Tyler responds in an irrigated voice probably from the interruption. 'What so your just going to hook up with her? Like you did with everyone else?'

My eyes go wide and I look between the two of them sadness in my eyes. For the first time Chris looks at me and his eyes soften. 'I think I'm going to go find Amelie. I have a feeling you two have some stuff to talk about.' I break away from Tyler's grasp as hard as it was as he didn't want to let me go. I walk towards the door, stepping aside so Chris can step into the room, he leans into me and whispers 'I'm sorry Lys, I really don't want to hurt you or see you get hurt.' I smile sadly at him whisper back 'I know Chris - I just thought he was different.' I make it to the door and decide to look back at Tyler he looks angry, sad and confused all at the same time non of which seems to be directed at me but Chris.
I really got fucking played. Maybe I should just stay single and focus on the circuit.