My famous Ex-Boyfriend (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 2

*ZAYNS POV* 

Hayley, my first true love. There she stood, in front of me. The girl i missed for two years, the girl i left behind without a reason. Shock was written all over her face, but then it changed. She looked sad, tears were in her eyes. Was she still that hurt? Because of me? She turned around and ran away. 'Hayley wait!' Louis called after her. Wait, how does he know her name? 'You know her?' i asked in disbelief. 'Uh.. yea, i do' he stuttered. 'What? How? Why did you never told  me?' i got a strange feeling. I wanted to scream at him, he can't know Hayley, she is my girl. Well, she was my girl, before i left her without a reason, broke her heart and never called her. Okay, not my girl, but still, i don't like the thought of Louis knowing Hayley. 'We met in a chatroom, 3 years or something like that ago, we became close, friends. I knew about you two but i had to promise her that i wouldn't tell you, she didn't want to come near to you, she tried to avoid every possible chance' he looked sorry while saying that. That hurt, it really did. I know, she has every right to hate me and to avoid me but i am so sorry. And i will tell her, i have to talk to her. I'm such an idiot for doing this to her. 'Okay' was all that i could say. 'I'm sorry Zayn, but she was so hurt, i didn't want her to get hurt again so i kept my promise, maybe i should have told you, you're my best mate but what you did to her was more than wrong' Louis tried to explain. 'No Louis, it's okay, you're right, but i need to find her now, i have to talk to her' with that i ran out of the store but of course she was already gone. I took my car and decided to look for her in the house of her parents, maye she moved out, but it's the only place i know where she could be.

When i arrived i rang the bell and her mother opened the door. 'Zayn?' she asked surprised. 'Yes, hello Mrs. Stewart, uhm, is Hayley here?' i looked down, she was going to scream at me, or kill me, whatever i deserve it, i broke Hayleys heart and i promised i would never do that. 'No, she doesn't live here anymore, she moved in with her friend, but i can tell you the address if you want to go there' for my surprise she gave me a smile. 'yea that would be gread Mrs.Stewart' i smiled back. She gave me the address and closed the door with the words ' It's still Carol, not Mrs, Stewart, good luck Zayn'. I stared at the piece of paper she gave me, should i really go to see her? She doesn't want to see me, Louis made that clear. But i had to. So i drove there with mixed feelings, i was scared, but somehow i was excited to see her again, two years are a long time. 

I arrived at the small house and rang the doorbell. A girl opened the door, she had long dark brown hair and hazel eyes, she smiled at me, she looked familar, i had seen her before but i don't know where. 'Hello? How can i help you?' 'Eh, I am looking for Hayley' i told her. 'Wooooaah, wait, you're Zayn, no, forget it, you're not going to see her, she is already crying' her smile turned into a frown, she knows me? Probably from Hayley,  nooo, she's Raphaela, Liam's girlfriend. 'Please Raphaela, let me see her. come on, i need to talk to her, i need to tell her how sorry i am for beeing a fool.' i beeged. 'I'll go ask her, wait' she sighed and disappeared. 

After a few minutes, Hayley appeared. She had red eyes, from crying i guess. Her hair was a mess, but still, she was breathtaking beautiful. 'Hayley..' i said. 'No Zayn, listen' her voice was shaking ' I don't want you near me, please stay away, you caused me enough pain, i'm finally moving on, after two years, two long years. You left me without looking back for once, you didn't even call me or something. Then you became a worldstar and i have to see you on tv everyday, i get to wake up to your voice coming from the radio and i have to listen to girls fangirling over you at work. Oh and then there is Perrie. You're girlfriend. Be happy with her, but leave me alone. Enjoy your time here, being home and stuff, your family missed you, make them happy, go visit them but i beg you Zayn, leave me alone, i can't stand it' she whispered the last words. 'Hayley please, listen to me' my voice didn't came out louder than a whisper, what she said hurt. She is right but it hurts. 'No, please leave' with that she closed the door. 

*HAYLEYS POV*

That was hard, i wanted to listen to him, but i can't do that to myself. He will hurt me again, he will tell me he's sorry and i'll believe it, then he is going to leave bradford and go back to his girlfriend. It was hard not to throw myself at him and hug him and never let him go. I wanted him with me, more than anything, but it wasn't possile, i couldn't stand the fact that we would be nothing more than friends. 

My ringing phone stopped my thoughts. 'Hello?' i answered it. 'Lee, are you okay?' Louis asked sounding worried. 'Yea, i'm okay, why wouldn't i?' of course i knew what he meant and no i wasn't even near to being okay, but i don't want anybody to know how weak i am. 'Oh, so he wasn't there yet' he muttured. 'Zayn? He was here' i told him. 'He was? And, what happened?' he always wanted to bring me and Zayn back together, he always wanted to try but i refuse it everytime he comes up with it. 'Nothing Lou, i told him to leave me alone' acting like i didn't care became harder, only thinking about what happened a few minutes ago made me want to cry. 'I'm coming over Lee, text me your address' with that he hung up. I texted him theadress of our little house and went down to the living room. Raphaela was with Liam again so i was all alone. I'm glad Louis is coming over, i need to distract myself from Zayn and Louis was funny. He was a good boy, sweet, caring and he could make you laugh, no matter how sad you are.

10 minutes went by until Louis arrived. He pulled me into a strong hug. 'You can't fool me Lee, you're not okay with it' he whispered in my ear. He knows me, he is able to read me like an open book and sometimes i hate it. 'No it's okay Lou, really' i said as he let go of me. 'It's not but whatever you say love, so what do you want to do?' he asked smiling at me. 'Nothing much, maybe watch a movie'

Louis picked a movie and started it while i was making us some tea. When i came back into the living room he sat on the couch with some blankets and opened his arms telling me to come. I sat down besife him and cuddled up to him. It was a romance, nice pick Louis. I didn't know the movie but it was sad, when there came a scene where they met in a store i decided to hate this movie and the tears were already  coming. He noticed immediately and stopped the movie. 'I'm sorry Hayley, i didn't know the movie, oh no, don't cry Lee, please' he pulled me on his lap and stroked my back. I rested my head on his chest and let it all out, Louis whispered sweet nothings in my ear trying to calm me down. 'Hayley look at me' i did what he said. 'Stop crying over him, he doesn't deserve it. He hurt you in the worst way, no one deserves that. Please stop it, you will find someone who loves you too much to do something to hurt you, who will take care of you, who will always want you to smile.' 'How do you know?' i whispered still crying. 'Because i do' he whispered back. What? Louis loves me? I didn't know if i should be happy because one of the most amazing boys on this earth feels that towards me, because i know he would never hurt me if i gave him a chance, or should i be sad and sorry because i still love Zayn. 

I sat up and looked at him, there was sadness in his eyes, he put his hand on my cheek to wipe away the tears. I stopped thinking and leaned closer and so did he until our lips met.