My famous Ex-Boyfriend (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 6

*HAYLEYS POV*

'There you are love' he said standing behind me. I turned around, he stood there looking as good as always. 'Wow, you did this?' i whispered. 'Do you like it?' he took my hand and led me to the blanket to sit down. 'I love it' i said smiling at him. I really did, it looked just like you expect something like this to look. It was so romantic. 'Are you hungry?' he sat down next to me. 'I'd rather just lay down and enjoy this moment, Lou' i took his hand and entwined our fingers. We laid down and i snuggled into his side laying my head on his chest. I wish i could stop the time and stay like this forever.

After a few minutes Louis started to sing to me ' Settle down with me, cover me up, cuddle me in. Lie down with me and hold me in your arms. Your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck i'm falling for your eyes but they don't know me yet. I'm in love now, kiss me like you wanna be loved.. '  I thought about the past, we've known each other for 3 years now, we met a few times before but always in cafe's because of his full schedule. I always refused to go to their concerts with Raphaela because that would have meant i had to see Zayn. Even though we couldn't meet often i felt connected to Louis. He always understood me when something was wrong, i just had to give him a call and whenever he could he would stop whatever he was doing and listen to me. I don't know why i never thought about this before, he's perfect for me and i know he would do anything for me. Maybe those feeling for him aren't as strong as the feelings for Zayn but it's definetly something and i wouldn't let it go that easily. Books and movies always tell you when you fall in love you just fall and everything is about rainbows and unicorns, but is that real life? Does that mean this isn't love? It can't because i'm sure i'm falling for him, it may need a little time and a little work but it isn't less worthy because of that, is it?

I turned to face him 'Louis?'. 'Mhhm?' he looked at me. 'Do you think falling in love should be as easy as in movies? Do you think it's wrong when you have to work for it to become love?' my fingers played with the hem of his shirt. 'Well, good things never come that easy right? Love isn't always the same, people have different views on love, nobody looks at things the same Hayley you need to know what you think is love' his hands were playing with my hair. I let out a sigh.

'What's wrong?' his eyes were searching mine but suddenly i felt all shy and didn't know what to say. Oh come on Hayley you always could talk to Louis he never laughed at you or thought what you said was stupid. 'I was just thinking about us' i looked him in the eyes. 'What are we, Lou?'. 'What do you want us to be Hayley?' he gave me question back. What do i want us to be? Friends? Nah, not really, but can i see us as a couple? I'm not sure, maybe. But there's Zayn and he will start a fight, i know him. I shouldn't let him stand in my way, should i? No, definetly not. 'I don't know, i.. i'm falling for you i really am but there is still Zayn i won't lie to you about that, do you think we can make it though?' my gaze went down somehow afraid of his answer. 'I do think we can make it as long as you want it, i know that you still feel something for him. I don't expect you to forget about him now. I just want a chance, nothing more. If it won't work we can stop it and i promise i will always be your friend.' he liftet my chin up and placed a gently kiss on my lips. 'Do you want to try it?' his gaze was serious but still so loving, how could i not want to try it? 'Yea i do' i kissed him again. 'So, be my girlfriend Lee?' he muttured against my lips. I kissed him once more hoping he would understand that as an answer.