My famous Ex-Boyfriend (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 4

*HAYLEYS POV*

I woke up because a phone was ringing constantly and it wasn't mine, when i tried to turn around i realized something was holding me, no someone. I remembered last night, Louis was here. I smiled, just the thought of what he said made me smile. 'Mhh Lee?' he asked in a sleepy voice. 'Lou, please answer your phone, it's driving me crazy' i sighed. He picked up his phone. 'Yes?' he answered huskily. He frowned. Was that Zayn? I was pretty sure it was Zayn because i could hear him screaming. 'ZAYN, CALM DOWN' Louis shouted back. 'I'm alive, no one kidnapped me, i'm with Hay- a friend.' The shouting on the other side of the line was back. Oh no. 'Zayn' Louis pinched the bridge of his nose. 'Yea, i said Hayley, now whats your problem?' I heard him screaming but i couldn't hear what he was saying. 'Just because i slept over it means we had sex? For sure Zayn' Shouting again. 'Mate, we will talk about this later, calm down now' with that he hung up. 'What was that?' i raised my eyebrow. 'That my dear Lee, was your lovely ex-boyfriend Zayn screaming at me why the hell i think i'd have the right to stay at yours over the night, oh and he's sure we had sex.' Louis sighed. I became sad, i didn't know why but it made me sad. 'Lee, love, it's okay!' he pulled me into a hug. 'No it's not, now you're in trouble because of me' i felt so comfortable in his arms. Maybe Louis was the one, maybe we were meant to be. But there was still Zayn, no matter what he does, no matter how he behaves, i would always love him.  'It's okay. i will talk to him, he's my best mate he'll calm down' he tried to comfort me. 'But Lou please, don't tell him about the kiss' i whispered. He frowned. 'No, no, no, don't get me wrong! It's not that i don't want anybody to know, just not him, hell would break lose and he would freak out, i don't want you to fight about me, please' i took his face in my hands. 'It doesn't mean i didn't like it, i liked it. No Lou, i loved it'  He gave me a weak smile. 'You don't have to wait for me, i want you to be happy! But it'd make ME happy if you'd wait for me. I know it's too much to ask for, it's just, Zayn was my everything, i can't forget about him so easily. But you make it easier, with every smile you help me to move on, i'm falling for you a little more with every smile and every gaze.' 

Louis took my wrists and removed my hands from his face. He pushed me down gently, then he leaned down and placed a sweet kiss on my forehead. He smiled 'I don't care Hayley' he came closer and closer until his lips were only an inch away from mine. When they touched mine he whispered 'And i would fight every fight for you' I kissed him back and the slow and gentle kiss turned into a passionate one. One of his hands was on my waist, the other other one on the back of my neck. My hands ran through his hair. I enjoyed it, i really did, but there was still no tingling in my stomach. I pushed it further and slipped my hands under his shirt. Louis stiffened but he didn't stop it. He broke the kiss to kiss my jaw line up to my ear 'Stop Lee, we both know you don't really want this' he whispered. I was not sure if i wanted it, i trust Louis, i really do, and i wanted to see if the tingling would come. He kissed me again on the lips. When he tried to pull apart i held him back. 'Not yet, please' i said while i pressed my lips onto his. I could feel him smile into the kiss before he ran his tounge over my lip, asking for entrance. I allowed it, it felt so right, kissing him felt awesome but it still wasn't the same. Maybe it didn't has to be. But isn't that love? The tingling sensation in your stomach, the shaking hands? 

When we broke the kiss we were both breathing heavily. 'Wow' Louis smiled sadly. 'Don't be sad, it's not a joke to me, Louis Tomlinson, i'm dead searious about it. I will give you a chance, just not now okay?' i smiled back. 'I told you I'd wait forever, i meant it, but i should go now and i won't tell him, i promise' he gave me a last peck and left the room. 

I need to make a decision, i have to, i can't let Louis wait that long. I need to forget about Zayn, that means no more thinking abou him, throwing away all the pictures that still are here in my room, in a small carton under my bed. I need to avoid him, i can't meet him again if i want this to work. And i do want it to, right? Life is too complicated, i turned around and went back to sleep, but this time i didn't have a nightmare about Zayn, i dreamed about Louis.

*ZAYNS POV*

This morning i woke up from a nightmare, it was about Hayley and Louis. I couldn't stand her seeing with an other boy. I'm with Perrie yea, and i do love her, but it's not the same that i felt with Hayley. Hayleys lips on mine felt like it was meant to be, with Perrie it wasn't like that, it felt good but not that right, Hayleys hands fit in mine perfectly, of course i hold hands with Perrie but it's not that perfect. I love her, i really do, but she isn't my true love, it's Hayley. 

I had a strange feeling about Louis and her, he didn't came back last night and the thought that he was with Hayley became stronger. It was 8am when i decided to call him again but again, he didn't answer, this time i would call him until he would anwer his damn phone. 

Half an hour later i succeded. 'Yes?' his voice sounded like he just woke up. 'WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU LOUIS, WE WERE WORRIED! I TRIED TO CALL YOU AT LEAST 100 TIMES! I THOUGHT YOU GOT KIDNAPPED! I EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY YOU DIED!' i screamed at him. 'ZAYN CALM DOWN!' he shouted back. 'I'm alive, no one kidnapped me, i'm with Hay- a friend.' Did he wanted to say Hayley? As in my ex-girlfriend Hayley? 'Did you say Hayley?' i asked growling. So i was right, he was with her. 'Yea, i said Hayley, now whats your problem?' he answered. I felt the anger raise. 'OH SO YOU WERE WITH HER, AND HOW WAS THE SEX, "FRIEND"?' i knew i was acting like a child, they didn't have sex, Louis would never do that neither would Hayley. But i was so angry, i couldn't help it. Why was he with her? He knows what she still means to me! 'Just because i slept over it means we had sex? For sure Zayn' he stayed calm what made me even more angry. 'YEA YOU JUST SLEPT OVER; TELL THAT YOUR GRANDMA TOMLINSON' i screamed again. 'Mate, we will talk about this later, calm down now' he said and the line went dead. 

'Zayn, what was the screaming about?' a very tired looking Liam came into my room. 'Nothing' i snapped. I didn't meant to, i didn't want to take it out on Liam, he was the best friend you could have, he always cared about everything. He was so selfless. 'Sorry mate, i had a fight with Louis' i apologize. 'It's okay Zayn, want to tell what it was about?' he sat down on my bed. 'He spent the night at Hayley's' i said looking down. 'As in your ex-girlfriend Hayley? Raphaela's best friend?' he asked shocked. 'Yea' i was still looking down. 'You love her, don't you?' he whispered putting his hand on my shoulder trying to comfort me. 'Yea i do Li, help me please!' i felt the tears building up in my eyes. I was not going to cry. I'm Zayn Malik, i'm a badboy, i am definitely not going to cry. 'How?' he asked. 'Talk to her, please mate, or make your girlfriend talk to her, i need her, i know it's my own fault and i am so sorry for what i did to her, i had no right to do it, i didn't want to, i had a bad day, i thought she was too good for me, i was right but that wasn't a reason for doing this to her, i need to apologise to her, please Liam, help me'  and i started to cry, no matter how hard i tried to hold the tears back, the thought of how much pain i caused her was too much. 'Zayn.. i don't know.. it's her decision, we can't force her to talk to her..' he said seriously. 'Please Liam' i begged. 'Zayn' he sighed, 'I'll talk to her, but if she doesn't want to, you have to accept it and wait if she might come to you on her own'