My famous Ex-Boyfriend (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 1

'Just accept it' with those words he left me. 'Zayn!' i screamed after him. 'ZAYN PLASE! I LOVE YOU!' He turned around and started to laugh 'I know, but i don't care, have you ever looked at you Hayley? You're not good enough for me, you will never be good enough. Leave me alone' with that he went on. I cried, i cried so hard, every sob hurted. 

 I woke up and felt the tears running down my cheeks. I had this dream again. Zayn never said that, it was just a dream, but this dream haunted me during the last two years almost every night. 
It still hurts like hell, but i got used to it.
'Hayley?! Breakfast is ready, come down' my best friend Raphaela shouted. I moved in with her two month ago, i couldn't take it in my old house, there were too many things that reminded me of Zayn, too many memories. No one understood how i could still be upset because he left me, no one understood how much i loved him. I still do, i hate him for what he did to me, that he left me without any reason, that he never called, never texted me, nothing, but still i loved him. He disappeared from me life, well, as much as he could disappear being a world star. 

'This is Zayn Malik and you're listening to Radio1' my radio started, i set the alarm on it and i never regretted it more. 'That was for the ladies out there, here is Nick Grimshaw  and my guest this morning is Zayn Malik' Ughhhhh, i hate my life. I turned the radio off feeling the tears trying to make their way into my eyes but i stopped them. My day was ruined and it's only 9am. I went downstairs, it smelled like heaven, eggs, bacon, yea just heaven. 
'Good morning lo- Hayley what's wrong?' Raphaela looked at me with a worried expression. 'Nothing i just had a bad dream' i smiled at her and sat down. 'Uhm.. was it about Z- him?' she asked, she never said his name, she thought it would make me think about him again. Of course this is stupid, i mean, where's the difference if she says Zayn or she says him meaning Zayn? Silly girl, anyways i love her for being so overprotective. 'No it wasn't about Zayn.' i sighed looking at the plate with food infront of me.
'Well.. hm.. about Zayn..' Raphaela stuttered. 'Yes?' i raised an eyebrow. 'Theguysareinbradfordfor2weeks'  she mumbled. 'What?' i didn't understand anything she said. 'The guys are in bradford for 2 weeks'. No, no, no, no. He wasn't home since he went to the X-Factor. And believe me, i was grateful for the fact i never saw him in person again. 'Hayley..' Raphaela looked at me, not knowing what she should say. 'No, it's okay, he had to come home sooner or later' i lied and gave her a fake smile. I wasn't hungry anymore so i stood up and went to the living room, Watching tv would distract me, i thought. I thought.. until the news started. 'Dreamteam Zayn Malik and Perrie Edwards are moving in together. Just a rumor or is it true? See this in 10 minutes.' the woman on tv said. Yea, thank you life. I hated to see them together, he looks so happy when he is with her. I want him to be happy, i love him, of course i want him to, But why couldn't he be happy with me? Well, i know that Perrie lookes 100 times better than me and she is famous and stuff.. but she will never love him the way i do. 
'You're not going to watch this, are you?' i jumped a little in shock, i hadn't realized that Raphaela sat down beside me. 'Woah girl, never do that again' i laughed a little, 'of course i won't' i turned the tv off.  

I needed some air, i needed to think about seeing him, i didn't have to, i could stay in my room for the next 2 weeks but that would be coward, wouldn't it? 'I'm going out' i smiled at my bestie and went up the stairs to get ready. When i was done i decided to go to the grocery and buy some chocolate and stuff, you know, chocolate makes happy.
I went down and saw that Raphaela had left, on the table was a note 'I'm going to see Liam, see you later Love :) x' it said.
So the boys are already here, well they won't be at the grocery, i'll just go there and back home, it won't hurt.
It was only a 10 minutes drive to the shop. I parked my white BMW X5 in front of the shop and went in. It's a pretty big shop. Straight to the cocolate and then to cashdesk. 
That was my plan but my life seems to hate me.
I was about to turn into the aisle with the candy when i saw him. He stood there, the boy i missed for 2 years, the boy i loved with all my heart, with everything i have. His raven hair styled into a quiff, a smile on his lips, his beautiful eyes set on the chocolate in the shelf. He was wearing grey sweatpants, a grey hoddie and nikes. He looked amazing. I guess i stood there too long staring at him because his gaze started to turn to me. His eyes widened in shock. Oh no no no no no no, please not. 'Hay...Hayley?' he asked in disbelief. I already felt the tears trying to fall from eyes. No i wouldn't cry in front of him. He won't see me crying ever again. 'Hayley?' a second voice asked. Louis was with him, i hadn't seen him because i was too deep into watching Zayn. I turned around and started to run. 'Hayley wait!' Louis screamed after me but i kept on running. Two years and he still has this affect on me. I will never understand why, but who understands love?  

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helloo.. i know its really short, im sorry..  im not sure if its good or not.. i jsut felt like writing it :/ please tell me if you like it, if not i will try it again and write a new one! let me know please. 
Zayns outfit is in the picture:) I won't tell what Hayley looks like so you can imagine:)
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