My famous Ex-Boyfriend (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 5

*HAYLEYS POV*

The sound of the doorbell woke me up, it rang, again, again, again and again, someone was eager. I forced myself to get out of bed and winced as my feet touched the cold floor. I grabbed a jumper and headed down the stairs, who the hell was so heartless to wake me up when i didn't have to work? No matter who it was, they will regret it. I opened the door and a serious looking Liam stood infront of me. Well it wouldn't be the best idea to kill my best friend's boyfriend. 'Liam?' i raised my eyebrow. 'Raphaela isn't here, don't you know?' 'Uh.. yea i know she isn't' he stuttered ' i came to talk to you'. 'It's about Zayn, right?' i sighed. 'Uhm, yea it is?' it was more a question, Liam was a good guy, he always cared about everything and everyone and who could say no to those freaking annoying puppy eyes he was giving me right now? Me not. 'Come in' i rolled my eyes. 

We went into the kitchen. 'Tea?' i asked. 'Yes please' he gave me a warm smile, at least it's only Liam, i had to talk about Zayn again, but it wasn't himself. I made the tea and we sat down. 'So ?' i gave him a questioning look. 'This morning i had a crying Zayn in my arms and i had no idea what to do. It can't go on like this, we need Zayn, the fans will start worrying and believe me when they get that you're hurting him.., well let's say our fans can be quite scary, and no, it isn't a threat to make you forgive him, i just wanted you to know. Of course we all would do everything to keep you out of this and keep you safe. But still, can't you just try to talk to him, hear him out, you can't fool me Hayley, you are still in love with him. He made a mistake, but aren't mistakes made to be forgiven?' i hated the fact that most of the things he said were right. 'It's too late Li, he could have apologized much earlier, but no, this came to his mind when he saw me, i bet he never thought about me before! And there's someone new, so no, i'm not going to talk to Zayn and hear this bullshit. He put me through 2 years of pain, man i even thought about killing myself because of him! I want him to stay away as far as possible, he should feel this pain and i don't care about any screaming girl thats crazy over Zayn, they can have him because i don't want him anymore, i'm done with him AND he's with Perrie!' i know that i was lying, i wasn't done with Zayn, i still wanted him and it's killing me to see him and Perrie, but i can't put myself through that, it will hurt again, plus, there's Louis. 'It's Louis, isn't it?' he sighed. 'Yea, but please don't tell Zayn' i looked down. 'You know that he will find out and you know that they will fight over you? That will harm the band Hayley' he said in a stern tone. 'Oh no Liam, don't go Daddy Direction on me, i'm not one of your boys and Zayn has no right to fight with Lou! It's his fault damn, don't you see that? He screwed it up! Not me!' i started to scream. 'Calm Down Hayz, i know it's not your fault!' he laid his hand on mine. 'I can't Liam, i can't talk to him, i don't want to, it will only cause  me pain again, and i won't stand any pain. I still love him, i really do, but no. It's my last word, i want to be happy again, and Louis makes me happy, Zayn does the opposite.' my voice was shaking and i was holding back tears. 'Okay, i won't force you, it's your decisioin' he stroked my hand. 'Now come here girl' he opened his arms and i gladly accepted his hug. 

Liam left an hour later and i sat on the couch, thinking about everything. Mostly asking myself what i should do about the thing with Louis. I needed to talk to a girl about this but Raphaela was on holiday with her family now. I needed someone to comfort me, someone who understood what was going on, someone who wasn't involved in this crazy situation. My doorbell rang again. I sighed and pushed myself from the couch to look whos there, please dear god don't let it be Zayn. When i opened the door there was nothing. Hahahaha funny, i hate children who think this it is funny to make people walk the long way to the door for nothing. But then something catched my eye, there was a flower on the floor. I picked it up and saw that there was also a note, i felt like i was in a movie and i hoped it wasn't from Zayn. 'Park, 6 pm!' the note said. Okaaay? I went inside and looked at the clock it was already 4 pm, so i took a long shower, the hot water felt amazing, it calmed me down and was somehow comforting. When i was done i brushed my teeth, did my hair and put on some make up. 

Then the hardest part came, i had no idea what to wear. It was a bit chilly in the evenning so no dress. After searching through my closet, it felt like years, i decided to wear skinny jeans and a jumper. An other look at the clock told me it took me really long it was 5:40pm i took my keys and sprinted down the stairs to get to my car, i became nervous, i had no idea who was waiting for me, was it Zayn? If it was him, what would i do? Run? Or should i hear him out. 

I arrived at the park and saw that there was a way where candles were on both sides of the path. That had to be the right way. I walked down the path until it came to an end. In front of me were more candles, roses and a blanket. It looked amazing, so romatic. I always wanted someone to do this for me, but of course no one would ever ask for something like that. Still i had no idea who was here, waiting for me. 

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i know it's short but my dear friend jenny asked me to update, so i did:)

who is waiting for Hayley? Is it Zayn? :)