Nanny To The Supreme Leader Kylo/Reader

Rey

Trigger Warnings:
Talks of death
Semi-graphic Violence
Sadness

Mrs. Baize was in the kitchen putting away some produce as you walked in.
"Good morning, dear. Where are the boys?"
You sighed and sunk down on a stool at the kitchen island.
"They're with the Supreme asshole."
Mrs. Baize's eyes widened before she broke down in a fit of giggles.
"That's not one I've heard before."
"Well the title fits him, especially today. He is on a whole new level."

Mrs. Baize watched as you ran your hand through your hair and looked around deep in thought.
"What happened? He didn't hurt you, did he?"
"No, no. Nothing like that. I just worry about what he is teaching the boys at such a young age. He had a freaking prisoner in the training room that he was interrogating in front of them. They were both so scared. I tried to say something but he just made me leave. I felt so bad leaving them behind. You should've seen their faces as I left."

A tear you hadn't noticed forming fell down your cheek and onto your arm.
"Oh, dear. I am so sorry you had to witness that side of him. He must be in a real mood today."
"He is, and I don't understand why. Yesterday he was so-"
You looked up at Mrs. Baize realizing you didn't know exactly how to describe your day/night with Kylo. She did give off the vibe that she knew something was up between the two of you but you didn't know how much she knew or how she would react to too many details. You decided to keep it short and sweet.
"Yesterday he was kind of...sweet. I thought we got somewhere. Like a wall he had up had at least come down a little. Now that wall is back up and higher than ever. I just don't get why he has them in the first place."

"He has had walls in place ever since the moment I first met him. I think they've been there since he was a child. The only time I ever really saw them go down was when he brought his wife Rey home. After her death, well lets just say he was a mess and the walls became a fortress for him. A safe place. He locked himself away but he is a good man. A good father. I truly believe that."

"Rey must have been something special to be able to have that effect on him. What was she like?"
"Oh she was! She was wonderful. Very kind to everyone she met, unless they were an enemy to the First Order of course. She used to be a Jedi working for the resistance but she fell in love with Mr. Ren and joined him on his mission. Even though she embraced the darkness within her, she never let it fully consume her. With her in his life, it felt like Mr. Ren truly had balance. When she died, that balance was ripped away and the darkness took over for a good period of time. He was at his worst but after awhile, he found purpose in his sons and he was able to reign it back in at least some."

"That's so sad. It sounded like he was actually happy. What happened? How did Rey die?"
Mrs. Baize looked around the room as if she was worried someone would overhear your conversation. She lowered her voice slightly and bent in closer to you.
"We don't ever talk about it. Many people don't even know the full story. They just think she died while on a mission."
"Did she not?"
"Well, she did but that's not the whole story. The person that killed her...that's the thing most don't know."
Your eyebrows furrowed. "Was it Kylo?"
"Oh stars, honey no! He would've never hurt her. She was his whole heart. No. It was-"
She lowered her voice down to a whisper and leaned in even closer.
"It was Master Ren's uncle, Luke Skywalker."

"Luke Skywalker!"
"Shhh. Be quiet. If Mr. Ren heard that name even uttered once...well, I'd hate to see that reaction. You must not speak of it. For your own safety. Any way, Mr. Ren had a very difficult relationship with his uncle well before that. Rey knew everything he had put him through as a child so she sought him out. He had been nearby. They think he was possibly planning an attack but nobody can be sure. She knew people would try to stop her if she told anyone especially because she was pregnant at the time, so she snuck out. Luckily, Mr. Ren sensed her leave through the Force and went after her. If he hadn't, those boys wouldn't be here today. He got there just in time to see Luke smite her down. He killed Luke and got Rey to the medbay. They couldn't save her but they were able to save the twins and she was able to see them before slipping away."