Nanny To The Supreme Leader Kylo/Reader

Two Truths

Kylo's POV:

As Kylo laid on her chest feeling her breathe in and out, he realized what was going on. He was getting too close. He needed to back away. Feelings were not what he was taught. It wasn't right. He needed to stop this and he did it in the only way he knew how.

He swiftly arose. "Clean yourself up and get to bed." He knew it would be off-putting.
"Are you...are you freaking kidding me? After all that?" She seemed upset. More than upset. Maybe slightly hurt but he couldn't help himself. He just needed to go to his room and deal with his demons without her beautiful eyes trying to peer through him.

The moment he met her, she couldn't see his face but he saw hers. Large doe eyes, scared but intrigued. She took him in, terrified but with a sense of excitement. The way her pencil skirt hugged her waist and thighs was tantalizing but what was even more tantalizing were her supple lips. The way that she bit onto her bottom lip in concern and then sucked on it later in arousal without even noticing it herself.

She threw herself off of of him in a huff, quickly putting her clothes back on, avoiding eye contact with him. It stung a little but he was used to it. After Rey, the only interaction he had with women were prostitutes and women who understood that he only wanted sex with no talking or feelings. He was numb. He didn't know how to do anything serious anymore.

"Wow." She finished dressing herself quickly in the emerald dress she had worn for dinner that evening. The source of him letting his guard down slightly. He wasn't used to seeing so much skin on base and especially not the most delectable skin like Miss Y/N's skin. Everything was perfect. Every piece of her skin begged to be licked, bit and spanked. Every part begged his hands to touch them. He wanted everything from her but didn't know why. He felt sure she wouldn't want him to touch her if she knew exactly what he wanted to do to her. What exactly he was into.

Rey had consumed him in a way, but so much of that was just the force link Palpatine had placed on them. It was created in a sense. He did feel like he felt alive for the first time in a long time. He felt like Ben again with Rey momentarily but his dark side had pulled her in even harder and that led to her death. He would never let Luke live that down.

She had eventually become his dark Empress and he loved it. It was everything he could've imagined. Her hand in his, wielding her dual-saber against their enemies. She would smile as she struck them down, still so full of joy. She was so beautiful and carefree. Unfortunately, that didn't last. As she grew more and more pregnant with their sons, she also began to feel more determined. Rey wanted the resistance destroyed. After learning about what they had done to Kylo all those years ago, knowing why Ben Solo had been replaced by Kylo Ren, she knew they had to be wiped out. She didn't want her sons to ever be around them and she feared Luke and Leia would go after her sons and hurt them the way they had hurt Kylo.

The memory of how she died seemed constantly present. Luke had drawn closer, thanks to what was left of the resistance. He had some idea in his head that he could convince her to join the resistance again. There was no way in the seven hells that would happen so he killed her. He murdered Kylo's beloved and almost succeeded in killing their unborn children. Luckily, Kylo was able to get Rey and their babies some medical attention before she succumbed to her injuries. The stress of the fight was enough to put her into labor and she used every last bit of her strength to give birth to them. In the final moments of her life, she looked at Kylo holding their sons and said "Corr" as she pointed at Corr and then pointed at Sion. "Sion. Take care of them my love."

The memory felt too heavy on Kylo's skull to consume. He pushed it away and remembered his surroundings. He knew Y/N was upset but he had to let it play out. This was the only way.
"Fuck you, KYLO!!" She screamed your assigned name knowing you had told her not call him that. Everyone else was too scared to try to yell at him this way. Kylo turned and faced her quickly.
"'Didn't I just tell you not to call me that, whore?"