Who Are You?

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''Daissyyy wake up'' 

''It is 11 am wake up''

''you never helped me with house chores common wakeee up''

''You are bad at everything ! At your school  with everything . Why don't you be like one of your friends clever as Lilly maybe but no. All you care about is look she bought a dress I don't have anything , look she kissed her boyfriend..''

My mom kept shouting it was 7 am not 11 but fuck my life.

I woke up thinking again of what she said . Shit she was right I can't get a fucking high grade or a boyfriend . I really don't know what major will I enter. I started crying silently in the bathroom as every day morning routine. I sat on my bed to start doing my homework and I took my medicines .(let me see if anyone cares and sent me a message)

NO MESSAGES. I am not surprised.

My dad woke up

\\FLASHBACK\\

I was so sick puking I had a fever and I couldn't walk I couldn't feel my body it was just pain.

''I think she got Covid''my mom said to dad

''If you got covid then I will close my shop because of you. And no one will bring you food nor money. You stay in your bed don't do anything, don't even try helping. I fucking saw you taking pictures with your friends, your mask wasn't even on and you blame us now why your sick. I wish you will die .'' my father shouted.

Then I went to the doctor  alone that told me about my lymph nodes but I was broken from everything.

I had no one my family didn't care my friends were in another city I didn't want to tell them cause they had their own problems.

After weeks my father went and traveled for fun with his friends and now he says he is so sick. so maybe covid...

//END OF FLASHBACK//

He didn't even say good morning wtf.

Still NO MESSAGES.

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I was super tired my heart was hurting me for the fact of having no one beside me. When I tell someone about some of my personal life problems they don't even bother listening. I am a teenager they are grown ups .. They saw more of this world and those people think that we teenagers didn't see anything yet. We are still weak and our hormones are fucked up, mood swings, mixed emotions and all we think of is sex and drugs. That's what they think  truly.

I tried my best to stay strong by myself. I'll not say that my parents hate me because I've heard responses like''No all teenagers say that darling..'' ''Your parents love you''.. ''You'r parents are rough cause they want the best for you''.. ''Are you high?''

And all of this shit caused more 6,200 teenagers to commit suicide. And why? Because no one understands us, no one trusts that we are going through rough shit.

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Let me forget everything, today I was so horny when I saw Felton. I couldn't contain my self I removed my panties, closed my eyes and started masturbating. I was touching my self thinking of him touching me and playing with my clit. I was really close to climaxing when someone sent me a message ''FUCK'' I whispered yelled.

unknown

''hello''                                                      

                                                                      ''hi?''

''guess who its is''

                                                                   ''don't say i'll just block urn''

''NOO BLOODY HELL''

                                                                   ''then...who?''

''A hot guy''

                                                                   ''bye''

''HEY JK''

                                                                ''if you'r Phoebe just shut it''

''yes you are smart''

''I got you'r number from phoebe baby''

                                                                  ''AHHH YOU ARE ANNOYING''

''chill baby you can scream it in bed when your pussy gets sore''

         BLOCK THIS NUMBER           SAVE THIS NUMBER

ARE YOU SURE

YES

THIS NUMBER IS BLOCKED

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