My Weakness | Tom Felton

My Funny Valentine

Sun, 14 Feb

 Can't live my life anymore.

I can see people having fun, singing and dancing.. Celebrating every holiday together .
Then I look into the mirror I see myself.. Alone. I miss my friends, I wish my parents were here I don't care if they don't want me to be with them.
After losing my virginity with Tom I kept my distance after that,  I took a room beside Ross's house. I couldn't imagine falling for him or waking every day in his house. I tried to avoid my nightmares but he kept chasing me in my dreams. I worked hard every day in the coffee shop and Ross was such a gentleman he took me every morning to the school, he helped me with keeping my patience and handling my pain. I started smoking, although I knew it was bad for my health but I will die any ways. The cigarette was the only thing that made me feel better- I guess.
I was cleaning the tables in the shop and preparing to leave -ugh when someone opened the door and the bells upon the door started vibrating. ''Sorry sir we'll close after 5 min'' I said while cleaning the tables. A hand grabbed my waist and pushed me on the wall my eyes widened looking at his soft blue eyes ''You-what are you doing here'' Tom didn't say a word as always. He pinned my arms to the wall after I pushed him and kissed me hard, like he meant it!

''8 sharp I'll pick you from home'' That was all he said and I couldn't move an inch when he left. How could a person feel a high mixture of sadness and happiness at the same time?

[TOM'S POV]She lives in daydreams with me, she's the first one that I see and I don't know why. I am selfish I want her to be mine only mine, I can't stand seeing her with that ass whole Ross.
I'll try my best to make her feel safe in my arms.

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[DAISY'S POV]

I was a mess closing the shop while holding my books and thinking of what just happened. Why can't he look for another girl that is worth his love, affection and time? Walking down the street seeing people holding red gifts, I will never receive any-''OUCH'' I bumped into someone but I didn't look I kept walking forward to stay away from embarrassment. A few seconds later I hear someone shouting my name I turn and I saw ''PHOEBE?!'' she was running towards me but I kept going, and I was surprised by my move that's a +1.

''Hey hey whats wrong ..STOP PLEASE'' Phoebe said behind trying to touch my arm. ''I don't think you give a fuck about me Phoebe nor Jenneyfer. You never ask, talk or anything just forget it! So Leave me A-L-O-N-E '' ''Daisy we are your besties'' I stopped and turned facing her ''Besties? oh come on I am dying and you both don't care.'' She took my hand and said ''Shut up Daisy WE LOVE YOU! look I am so sorry me and Jenn were busy lately because we are searching for a new job. I promise that we will make you feel better just please don't be sad and look around it's valentine's day let us make it up to you.''

''I know it's valentine's day... OH its valentine's day and I have a date tonight'' ''Oh my God Daisy tell me it's Tom!'' ''Look..'' I pointed my finger at her face ''You and Jenneyfer, if you want to make it up to me'' I mocked her ''You will get me ready to go on a date ..I guess. With Tom'' ''Okay deal. But what do you mean you guess'' ''He didn't say it's a date DATE..'' ''Go shower and come to Jenny's house when you finish,we are waiting''

2 hours later

I went to Jennyfer's house excited to see my friends again but I wont show that I am happy and that I easily forgive. When they opened the door Jenn started hugging me ''No way you are mad at us Daiisssss'' ''I am truly mad'' I told her when I took her hands of my waist. I kept walking in then stopped when I saw a red fancy set on Jenn's bed ''That's from me and Phoebe we'll get your ass fucked tonight'' I couldn't handle but chuckle. ''That's mine?'' I asked looking at the fire set ''But he didn't say it's an-AHH'' before I even continued Jenn and Phoebe pulled me by my hair..