''So we are acting like romantic movies now''
-''Maybe we are''
He was possessive but he made me feel safe, I can't let go now.
When I met him I fell madly in love but I am terrified if he can't catch me . I kept my secret.. I was dying from a d...
I showered and got ready to see Tom. Although I was so anxious about this step but I needed to know what is the problem with him. Whenever I remember that I will see him again my legs start to shake and my heart skips a beat so I was in hurry somehow. I put some make up and didn't do anything to my hair then I wore a simple outfit that was the first that my eye saw so nothing special.
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''Emma I am ready sorry I got you waiting a long time'' ''No problem Dais you look awesome and.. you'r smell omg yes so much better'' she laughed and took my hand. We got out from the apartment and I only had my phone and car keys in my hand but I entered to Em's car anyways. We started singing 7 rings I was feeling happy before she said ''and here we are, let me park'' my heart dropped I felt as I was doing something wrong that's not me I don't go after a guy and ask him if I did something wrong. Maybe I was imagining that he likes me and he is the one but I truly don't think so.
''Emma wait'' she turned and looked at me scared ''I don't want to go, I know I made you drive all the way here and made you listen to my bloody crazy stories but I can't. I never ran after a guy and specially a famous guy it has no sense, no one will understand what I am going thru'' ''Daisy please no stop thinking like this put some positive thoughts to your mind you will never feel happy if you kept chasing what you'r thinking and saying . And by the way I understand you and I hope you will feel that I do so come on lets go.''
I could say nothing back to her she grabbed my arm gently and took me to the restaurant where Tom was waiting for us. I could feel my heart melt when I remembered his touch, voice and damn his blue ocean eyes. We entered I could feel the tension grow when Tom shouted to Emma ''Right here'' he waved across my eyes he was setting alone. ''Hello mate'' Emma smiled at Tom but he didn't reply. I don't know what am I doing here If he doesn't want to see me it's so awkward and I am so dump. But I knew well what to do I messaged Jennyfer to call me so that I can go out of this uncomfortable meeting.
My phone finally rang both of them looked at me disgusted (did I kill somebody again?) . ''uhm I need to go bye'' I said the sentence so fast ''No Daisy where are you going''Emma asked ''Let her go she should be laid again before her guy gets pissed'' Tom said coldly ''What are you talking about Tom'' I asked while I was standing in front of him ready to go. ''Oh you don't know you liar you are not a virgin you are a little slut that is pathetic and vulnerable'' Tom screamed whispered ''I don't care about what you say really''
I started walking across the exit and a cold hand took my arm aggressively and pinned me to the wall. ''You'll gonna tell me the truth'' he whispered to my ear ''what truth, I am not lying to you Tom'' I hardly spoke back to him because of the pain in my arm. He walked directly to where we were setting while he was pulling me by my arm. Finally he took his hand from me when I sat down and he said ''back in the hospital you were receiving messages from a guy telling you that he wants to lay again with you he misses you and whatever. Don't ever think I am jealous I never care about a pathetic obsessed girl like you, but I hate liars Daisy'' ''You are being rude stop talking like that Tom'' Emma was so angry when she told him that. ''Let him speak let him take out what's he hiding from hate in his heart'' I said while I opened my phone and searched for the word laid and Babe contact pupped up and I immediately tapped into the chat ''Do you mean this?'' I showed him the chat ''Yes it is this chat'' Tom replied. I tapped to the profile and showed him ''This is my gay best friend Tom''
Shock filled his eyes that made him turn red ''Who is the pathetic one now?'' I asked him. ''Then why was that blond guy with you, you were calling him love'' He asked waiting me to reply back I said ''well I think It's non of you'r business'' then Emma asked him ''Jealous Tom?'' she laughed. ''Why would I be'' yes why the hell I am sure he hates me but I don't care I love him. '' Any way my girlfriend Dove will come to meet you Emma'' Tom has a girlfriend? My heart started pounding fast I felt my lymph nodes behind my ear will bleed out the hurt in me. I started picturing Dove the perfect girl with the perfect body and great personality. Why would he date a girl like me ''Dove you got back to her Tom but she is toxic!'' My legs started shaking more to the ground and my eyes filled with tears imagining him loving someone else drives me crazy.
''oh I missed you'' A soft voice said behind Tom. I think that is Dove a skinny girl, tall black hair, blue eyes and rich it seems from her cloths and perfume. She hugged him from behind and started kissing his neck I wanted to take the knife in front of me and kill her. ''Hi Emma it's a pleasure to meet you I love you work the feminism and all the things you do'' they shook hands but I knew Emma doesn't look pleased. Then she looked at me fuck I couldn't move or blink I wanted to delete her from this world so bad ''Hi kid'' WHAT KID SHE JUST CALLED ME A KID ''Hi oldie you really make me feel younger'' I replied ''what do you mean um sorry if I bothered you but ..'' she didn't complete I cut her words by saying ''well I tried to be born earlier ma'am, it just didn't work out.'' I took my phone and my keys then I got out from the restaurant. Emma sent me a message ''I will see you at 9 your apartment'' ''waiting'' I replied.
I took a taxi to go to the doctor I should check on my lymph nodes. I was pissed, angry and sad of all what I am going thru. Non of my family or friends are checking on me or talking to me. I called my Mother and my father several times but they didn't answer any of my thousand calls, although they are changing their profile picture and not caring to check on the call log. I called one of my friends in the village to see them and she told me they are doing great, then why aren't they talking to me. Jennyfer and Phoebe are busy hanging out with their boyfriends and going to work so they have no time to me not even a 10 min time.
What is Tom talking to Dove now are they laughing kissing or planning for a new start. I hated that he thought I am a liar his words broke me like when he left me.
I entered to the doctor office after he greeted me ''You'r not fine dear, aren't you taking care of yourself?'' ''I am truly but..umm'' ''No daughter you are not and if you stay like this you'll go to the hospital and attend doing a hard surgery. You know that you are so special to me Daisy not only I call you daughter but I mean it, so please stop the alcohol and take you'r pills at time.'' ''I will, thank you so much'' I couldn't talk anymore. All this effort on my heart is taking my energy down I need to focus on my self but I can't forget Tom and how weak he leaves me every day.
I went back to my apartment to see that a guy is sleeping beside the door I woke him up ''You are finally here mr's Sundise'' he said in a rude accent ''Who are you exactly?'' ''I am the house owner and if you don't pay me til midnight you'r out of the house''
