Do It Now, Remember It Later. (Kellin Quinn FF). [COMPLETED]

Karma disgust what is this and what does it make us?

Kellin P.O.V.

I walked up to katelynns door and hesitated before I knocked. I heard shuffling before the door opened to reveal Kate. She looked shocked. "It's 1:00 in the morning. Why are you here so late to see cope?" She asked while letting me in. "Ashlyn...she cheated on me...." I replied slowly. "I knew you shouldn't have gotten with her....kellin, I love you...your my one and only..." She said. I turned around to see Kate right in front of me. She wrapped her arms lightly around my neck. I just looked at her. I wanted to push her off but I didn't...instead I leaned forward and our lips met. They Immediately started to move in sync....there was nothing in this kiss but lust...I didn't feel the sparks I felt when me and Ashlyn kissed....I'm so gonna regret this.

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Ashlyn P.O.V.

I woke up to a pair of tattooed arms around my waist I smiled and then it faded. Kellin didn't have that many tattoos and they didn't look like that. I jumped up and grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around myself. I noticed Ashley Purdy fully awake now and also fully exposed. I looked away. "What the hell?! What happened last night??" I shrieked. "I have no fucking clue..." He said as he quickly got dressed. "Oh my god, kellin?!" I said. I looked for my phone and found it. I dialed his number. It rang, and rang, and rang until he answered. "Hello?" He asked groggily. "Hey, kellin it's ash. About last ni-" I started. "What about it? I seen everything and you waved me off as if we weren't together!! Now you have the nerve to call me? I can't even bare to talk to you right now let alone be with you. I risked the best life ever because I thought we were in love....but you were just a pretty big waste Of my time...goodbye." He said and the line went dead. I dropped the phone and let my mind register what was just said on the phone. "I'm gonna go..." Ashley said and went out of the door. I sat there and looked around. This wasn't even my house! Where was I? I scrambled around until I was dressed in all of my clothes. I grabbed my phone and walked out of the room. I walked downstairs to be greeted by an angry jack and an angry jesse. "What the hell Ashlyn?! What was with you last night!!!" Jesse screamed. " I don't remember anything!! I don't remember anything after taking my fifth shot of whiskey....I didn't want to hurt kellin.! I love him...and now because someone took advantage of me I lost kellin, and he never wants to see or speak with me again! It's my fault! All of mine!! I get it?! Go ahead and yell at me some more..." I yelled as my voice lowered at the end. "He took advantage of you?!" Jesse roared. "I don't remember even talking to him...! And when have I been to ever cheat or not handle my alcohol?" I said. Jesse stormed out of the house and jack ran after him. "I feel so disgusted with myself...I'm not surprised at why kellin hates me. I'm a cheap no good whore." I said and left to my house as tears streamed down my face. I walked inside once I got there then I ran up to the bathroom. I undressed and got in the shower and scrubbed and scrubbed my body until I was bleeding from scratches. I still felt nasty and like a whore . I got out and got dressed in my room. I slammed my door and locked it. I sat on my bed and Cried and cried. Nothing could ever make me feel of worth again. I heard the door slam downstairs and I heard several feet stomping. About three different hands knocked on my bedroom door frantically. "Ashlyn open the door! Are you ok?" Gabe Said through the door. I stayed silent. "Ashlyn, baby, please tell me your ok.!" Jesse said. Still silent. "Ashlyn Gladys...I'm going to kick down the door and if your not ok I swear on my life.." Kellin said. Wait kellin? How? Why? I got up and unlocked the door and opened it to see those three guys standing there. Kellins face was blank. Jesse and gabe hugged me. "We will leave you two alone now." Jesse said and shoved kellin in my room. I closed my door and sat on my bed. "I'm sorry...I know you can't forgive me for what I've done..I can't even forgive myself..." I said. Kellin sat down next to me and examined my scratches. "What happened?" He Asked. "I feel so disgusted with myself that I scrubbed my body raw...even that didn't help..." I said. His eyes teared up and I wiped them away. He pushed my hand away and sat against my wall. "I fucked up! Oh my god! How can I have done this?" Kellin shrieked with panic. "Ashlyn I'm so sorry.! I didn't know the full story and I-" kellin started. "What happened? Tell me!" I said. He looked up at me and he had tears all over his face. "I slept with katelynn last night." He said. My heart dropped. I got up and sat next to him. "It's ok. I hurt you...karmas a bitch." I said while resting my head on his shoulder. We sat there in silence for a while. About 30 minutes of silence, Kellin interlocked out hands together. He started to sing lowly while we sat there.....What does this make us?....