"I'm sorry I took too long. What I did was unforgivable. I never meant for it to happen, I went away to fix myself and to be a better version of me but trying made me the worst..."
I couldn't read the whole messages. After how many days. I waited, kahit hindi ko alam kung may hinihintay pa ba ako. I'm crying again. I never stopped crying. I always hoped for the best not just for me but for my babies aswell.
"I'm sorry my babies, I didn't mean to cry, I know I promised I will never cry again but I can't help it. I have always dreamt na sana bumalik na yung daddy niyo" nakahawak lang ako sa baby bump ko habang umiiyak.
I shouldn't be crying right now. It's not good for the babies. I couldn't just get his painful words out of my head. I don't know what to do. All I ever wanted was a happy family, a complete one.
YOU ARE READING
I had everything when I had you
Roman d'amourI met you online but I loved you dearly. Will it work the way I wanted it to be? Or is it just another lesson? A temporary happiness in this world full of permanent sadness.
