"UNEXPECTED DESIRE" SPENCER REID X READER CM FIC

"Ready for love" PART 18

Y/N-"oh my God that's so sweet. It sounds  like you guys were perfect for each other. What happened next….don't tell me she discontinued talking to you…. or did the stalker...?"

*Your eyes filled with empathy*

You truly felt awful about the story he was telling you. It was like a match made in heaven had been torn apart by a demon from hell. Now, you realized what you had gone through in highschool was nothing, not even close to what Reid had been put through.

Reid-"um…. shortly after that the stalker had gotten the reach of Maeve & kidnapped her...my team & I tried everything... we even found where the stalker was keeping her & were able to talk directly to them...the kidnapper was an "X"  jealous college student Maeve had given practical corrections too...while grading an essay….From there..I decided that it was best if I went in directly to speak with her...but..well.."

*His eyes released tears, & his face became pinker*

His fears of losing someone like Maeve again came back to haunt him. Would he be able to continue telling you the story or would he be too choked up to finish. After all he didn't want to dampen the mood even more than it already was, with Y/N being sad and all.

Y/N-" Reid, it's ok if you don't want to tell me the rest, I'll understand….I can't stand to see you this way." * gripping tighter to him*

Reid-" I'll try...no I need to try..ok....I did everything I thought would save her but-but..I couldn't-I-couldn't save her....the unsub shot herself & Maeve in the head….at the same time-- I was tied up unable to stop any of it from happening...it's like I failed….it all happened so fast....right in front of me…"

Y/N-" I'm so sorry, that is horrendous..no one should have to go through what you did...it's terrific..I wish things wouldn't have ended that way for you two."

Reid-"Ya know the worst part is that I never got to tell her that I loved her...or touch her..hug her...the stalker robbed me of that...and  knows how many other's she's harmed before us..I don't want any of that to happen to you, what if an unsub gets a hold of you and steals you from me-what if...what-if...you get-hurt..and- I can't save you!" *He was slowly but surely breaking down, now* 

Y/N-" look, what happened wasn't your fault. Not even one bit. You tried everything and I believe that, I know you did. Maeve knows that she wouldn't want for you to be regretting the decisions you made or the things that occured after her death...ok, don't put that wait on yourself..please, you don't deserve to feel this way.

 Now his face was directly in front of yours. His lips over yours. His hot breath is so warm on your skin. He couldn't believe the amount of chemistry in the air at that moment. The feeling was intimate, meaningful. Something so pure that not even he could ever fake the sensation. His eyes full of lust, the kind that was attached to real feelings, not the cheap kind that only lasted five minutes. He wanted you. No, he needed you. In order to feel something other than sadness, he leaned in & gingerly planted a kiss to your lips.*

You then returned the kiss in the softest manner. His hands stroking your hair. After 10 seconds you both pulled away, looking into each other's eyes. Giving a signal. You wanted him and he wanted you. Nothing else mattered. It was you and him. Not putting much thought into your next actions, you both quickly grabbed your bags & rushed your way to the hotel. The whole way your hands remained interlaced with one another's. The sky's colors began to fade into gradients, the air getting colder ever so slightly.. 

The walk to the hotel was more than pleasant, it gave both of you time to internally make sure of your decisions before you made them. Luckily, you hadn't run into any members of the team; because if you….had you knew you wouldn't hear the end of it. Both of you were ready to enter the room. Your palms getting shaky and Reid's voice getting nervous. Even with all of his nerves sabotaging his speach or movement, he was able to choke out "are you sure?" You responded "I'm as sure as I can ever be!" *Your voice whispered*

You unlocked the hotel door and both of your lips collided. Passion in the air. The scent of your skin poisoning his mind in the most beautiful way. Various thoughts enter your mind. The feeling of your hands rubbing up & down at his sides made him need you even more. The moment wasn't the way you'd both imagined it. It was more. It was special.

  

   Not taking time you two tumbled your way, wall to wall kissing each other to the bed. Reid's mouth at your neck. His eyes locked on yours intensely.  Making your way to the edge of the bed, you said while grabbing the waist-band of his shorts "I want you". Longing in your large green eyes. His response didn't take long. "Y/N take whatever you want from me, I'm yours". Before stripping, your hands grabbed his jawline while you peppered a trail of kisses to his collarbone. His eyes shut in enjoyment of the pleasurable feeling. Your gentle but hungry kisses sending butterflies to all areas of his body and your own. Motioning your hands to your tank top, Reid cupped them to assist you while you slowly removed it. His eyes fascinating by your creamy olive toned mounds, covered in a delicate black lace bra. Reid positioned his hands at the base of your bra-strap, begging for your permission. With a light kiss upon his plump lips, you replied to his question. Sliding of the lacey fabric, his eyes wandered at your now hardened peaks. Licking his lips he lowered his head & began working, suckling them one by one. Every tiny noise of gratitude you made filled his passion. Your head lollygagging back & forth at his endeavors. Grazing & clicking with his tongue, he took a chance & bit your nipple. You whimpered at the action even, if It was ecstasy. Now he cupped the lonely breast while flicking your other hardened nub with his free hand.  Reid's mouth, now making its way to your collarbone, neck, ear, & lastly it found its way back to your moaning mouth. With your hands you removed his jacket & white t-shirt.  Clothing now falling to the floor faster than a hurricane in the South. You returned the favor and hungrily kissed his mouth, making your way to his nipples, casually play-biting them. He groaned at the ghosted tugging, your mouth performed on his tendor nipples. He placed his hands where he felt you needed support. The left hand he utilized for your head as you continued to suck, and his right hand on one of your breasts squeezing. Once again you let out a small moan, due to his actions.