*Marinette's POV*
I crawled up into my bed and started bawling. When did I become like the rumors? Why am I such a jerk to everyone? I guess I really am a pathetic, worthless bitch.
I heard a knock on my trapdoor and I pretended to sleep while squinting at it.
"Marinette, honey, are you okay up there?" I didn't answer, so Mom came in and saw me. She turned off my lamp on my desk, whispered what I assumed was a 'goodnight', and went back downstairs.
I climbed down the ladder, went to the bathroom, and pulled out my razor blade. I held it above my skin, staring at it. Should I? Or shouldn't I? How the hell do I know?
"Marinette!" Oh no, Tikki can float through the door! I quickly shoved the blade into a drawer and opened the door.
I pretended to be half asleep.
"Yeah, Tikki?"
"Nothing, just checking on you."
"I'm okay. There's no need. Go back to sleep, Tikki."
"Alright, Marinette, just be careful, okay? I don't want you to slip and fall."
"Okay, okay, I will! Just go to sleep."
"Okay, good night, Marinette."
"Good night, Tikki!"
I turned off the light, closed the door, and went to lay in bed.
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Fanfiction*I am currently attempting to rewrite this terrible fanfiction so please bear with me; read this if you dare* Marinette gets rejected by Adrien and Chloe starts physically bullying Marinette every day and pretty soon, Marinette gets depressed. Only...
