Can we kiss forever? || K.TH X M.SN FF

Chapter 18: telling goodbye

Sana's pov

3 weeks have passed and tomorrow is my flight to Japan, I will live there for now.

My parents also know that I will go back to Japan and live with them.

Mina and momo were gonna help me today with packing.

Today is also my last day of work, and my last day as taehyung's secretary.

He doesn't know yet, since if he knew earlier he will try and stop me.

I walk to the office, as usual, mina and momo insisted to pack beforehand, so I gave mina my key to my house

I sat down and greeted taehyung good morning, he also greeted me back.

This is the last time I will hear his good morning.

Sad to say but, not all things are permanent.

I'm gonna miss him, I'm not gonna lie, my feelings for him didn't change at all, that's why, leaving him again is sad for me, I know he's gonna be heartbroken, but things have to go.

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The office day ended and I received a text from mina.

'I and momo finished packing everything, it's sad that you're leaving today T.T' -mina

I closed my phone and sighed. I took the resignation paper in my hand with my signature and I stood up and walk in front of taehyung.

"Taehyung," I said he looked and smiled.

"What is it?" He asked smiling, I gripped the paper tightly, his smile...I will miss it, his smile..will fade soon.

"Here.." I said giving the paper in his hand he took the paper and scanned it with his eyes, he's reading every word carefully.

"S-Sana...what does this mean?" He asked as he looked at me with hurtful eyes, I feel guilty immediately.

"I-it's a resignation paper, please...sign the paper," I said looking down.

"W-why?" He asked as he stutters.

"I'm staying in Japan," I said he stood up and walk to me, he grabs my hand.

"So..you're leaving me?" He asked hurt.

"Sadly....yes..." I said avoiding his gaze.

"What..is the reason?" He asked.

"It's complicated...just p-please sign the paper, I'm in a hurry, the plane will leave at 10 pm," I said.

I looked at him, tears were falling from his face.

"Why...is there something wrong? Why are you not gonna go back? Did I do something wrong?" He asked.

"No...taehyung...you didn't do anything wrong...I just.." I stopped I can't make an excuse.

He took the pen and he signed the paper.

He gave me the paper and I took it, I gripped it tightly, I feel guilty I grab my things and I started walking to the door.

"Please...sana...tell me what's wrong," he said I stopped.

"Please..don't leave me again," he said I looked back at him after I turn I was in a hug.

I can't hold my tears any longer.

"T-taehyung..." I said as my tears started falling.

"Don't leave me...again..." He said begging.

"I can't... I'm doing this for the both of us, and what's best for us" I said crying.

He pulls out of the hug.

"If you're doing this for the both of us, why!? Why are we getting hurt?" He asked holding onto my shoulders, I pushed his hands away slowly as I said.

"We love..just to get hurt.., Right?" I asked crying, he froze.

"Nothing in the world can be permanent," I said again as tears started falling more and more.

"Please...don't cry..you'll find someone better than me," I said.

He then pulls me into a kiss, my tears fall more, even if I wanted this kiss to last forever, sometimes, things have to go, I pull out and looked at him in the eyes.

"I won't find someone! Cause your all I need" he said crying.

"Some things you need are the things you need to let go," I said as I turn around and exited the room leaving and saying goodbye to someone you love hurts.

"Sana!" I heard taehyung I started walking faster until I ran, I was wiping my tears while running, I made it outside good thing I spotted a taxi, I got in and I saw taehyung running trying to chase me, I looked away trying not to cry more.