[SKYRIM]: The Name of Time - Miraak & Female Dragonborn Fanfiction

Chapter 15

Since Ammra was in a rush collecting all the blessing, her next destination would be a place where a new understanding came to both Dragonborns

"You are nothing but a mere tool." The voice echoed. "You are a fool to believe I love you. No one truly loves you" He added. "Die. Your soul will be prey for the Lord...let him devour you..."

Ammra gasped for air as she awoke from the nightmare. She was in the temple's bedroom. "I am still alive, how did I get my clothes put on? where is Miraak? why he did not kill me?" all those things ramming her head even when she was still half-awakened. The only thing she wanted to see was the orb, so she ran out of the room toward the altar.

"Good morning, child." The priestess greeted her but Ammra who was too fixated on the altar just ran by to look into the chalice. It was empty. "He has the orb. He is at the main hall." the priestess added as she knew her concern. Immediately Ammra rushed to the main hall where Miraak was standing, leaning against a pillar. He crossed his arms with his eyes closed.

Ammra froze at the spot. As the first Dragonborn, he was granted with that perfectly tall and masculine build. As always, he looked intimidating and cold. Ammra noticed the ritual robe with a cloak that he was putting on somewhat made him even more majestic. He did not kill me. Why?" she carefully stepped closer. "What will he do now?"

When Miraak heard someone approaching, he opened his eyes and turned to Ammra. He noticed she remained cautious even after last night. He became certain that her sense of trust and distrust was dysfunctional and was not correctly or even properly used. 

"You look terrible." was Miraak first word to her. "Tell the priestess to help you with your hair." Ammra was stunned by his reaction. "Here's your orb." He walked closer and handed the gem with DIbella's blessing. When Ammra took it, she furrowed her brow in disbelief. 

"Half blessing." She hissed and clenched her fists. "DAMN RITUAL TAKING THE WHOLE NIGHT AND I JUST GET HALF BLESSING AFTER ALL THE HASSLE?!" she yelled to protest but instantly cover her mouth in guilt. She was sure the priestesses heard her yelling. So, she decided to return to Vindren Hall.

Ammra was so demotivated, annoyed, and above all, doubting herself. She sat on the dining chair, her face touching the table, Sulking in silence. Her life is in danger but those Goddesses just gave her riddles with stupid clues. The elder Dragonborn who sat across her watched in silence, concealing his urge to chuckle.

"My thane, I have told the carriage driver to take you to Black Water Crossing. Is there anything else you need me to prepare?"

"All good. Thank you." Her muffled voice heard. She replied without looking up. "Let's go." She said to Miraak. During her way across Skyrim, Ammra spent her time reading books about Mara and Dibella. She carefully read any information that might help her. Miraak heard how she cursed those two goddesses in a whisper, feeling amused by her annoyance.