12am

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It's 12am and I can't sleep
My mind racing with thoughts

Am I good enough?
Do people care about me?
Would it be better if I just didn't exist?

And usually that nagging voice in the back of my head would answer

You would never be good enough!
No one cares about you!
Yes it would!

And I can't do anything about it but let it consume my mind

12am is like a bully pointing out your insecurities and pounding it into your head so that you'll never forget

I have cried so many times at this hour that I've lost track

Muffling my screams of pain and frustration into my pillow

Because I can't help but think that most of it is true

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