I thought when I finally felt ok
It would have been such this extactic feeling
A feeling of accomplishment even.
What I wasn't expecting was the feeling of numbness.
Of not feeling, of not feeling sad but not really feeling happy either.
Just in this constant state of limbo with my emotions.
The thought of not wanting to die,
But not really wanting to live either.
And what no one has ever told you is that the urge to kill yourself leaves,
But the thoughts never do.
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A Fallen Angel (poetry and quotes)
PoetryI've been battling depression for a long while now and this is the only way for me to express how I've been feeling. This is just mostly an outlet for me But if you're interested and decide to have a read and some of my poems comfort you or you fe...
