Y/N Hime came as a new student at the 104th cadet corps. The strongest soldiers have made it to the Survey Corps, but one of them is the most heartless of them all. Levi Ackerman humanity's strongest soldier captain of the Scout Regiment in charge o...
It was another day but this morning felt different, oh yes I forgot...I remembered the moments of yesterday. It was something I never thought I was going to feel in my life. This feeling of loneliness all over again. Today was our break day, today is the opportunity for me to look for Levi and talk to him without anyone looking at us. It's going to be hard but I'll manage to do this. My outfit for today was a navy blue dress with some black low high heels. This dress was the last thing my brother gave me. I looked at myself in the mirror and did my hair. I curled my hair and put a black headband.
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I quickly went out the door and started searching for Levi. There was no sign of him anywhere, I wonder where he could be at. But then I thought, maybe he is in his office or up at the roof. That is what I did, I went to check on his office but I found nothing. Y/N:"Okay the only option now is the roof, hopefully he is there." I run up the stairs and opened the door to the roof, I saw a silhouette. It has to be him, I slowly approached the silhouette and it was Levi.
Y/N:"Levi?" He did not turned around to face me, as if in he was ignoring me. Y/N:"Levi, are you even listening to me." I did not receive any response from him, I sigh and forced him to look at me. Y/N:"What's wrong? Is it about what happened yesterday? What did Erwin told you?" His gaze was at the floor and never looked at me, it took him a few seconds to finally look into my eyes. Levi:"Nothing of your concern, now leave me alone Erwin is waiting for me." Y/N:"No, you're going to explain to me here and right now." Levi: I SAID TO LEAVE ME ALONE Y/N!" he screamed. I startled a bit from his sudden scream, he has never raised his voice at me. He looked at me with the look in his eyes, something I've never seen. It was a mixed of hate and as if he didn't love me anymore. He turned around and left me there looking dumb. He didn't even say I looked beautiful in this dress. I mean I wasn't waiting for him to say something.
Levi's POV I was on top of the headquarters roof in my own thoughts. All the flashbacks from yesterday were killing me, the words Erwin told me was spinning around my head. I really love Y/N, but I can't give up my role as a captain either. Today, he told me to meet up with him. I'm scared of what he is going to tell me because I'm pretty sure it's about Y/N again. I heard the door open but I did not wanted to turn around to see who it is. I heard some heels walking towards me. Who could it be? Then I heard Y/N's from behind. I did not turned to face her, I was scared. She kept talking to me but again, I was afraid. Until he forced my body to face her, she looked at me with a worried face. Y/N:"What's wrong? Is it about what happened yesterday? What did Erwin told you?" My gaze never met her eyes I just kept looking at the floor, it took me a few seconds to finally look at her. Levi:"Nothing of your concern, now leave me alone Erwin is waiting for me." I said to her Y/N:"No, you're going to explain to me here and right now." Levi: I SAID TO LEAVE ME ALONE Y/N!" I screamed. I saw how she startled a bit from my scream, it was never my intention to raise my voice at her. But all these thoughts and feelings are slowly draining me. I left to meet up with Erwin leaving Y/N all alone. When I saw her wearing that dress I wanted to tell her how beautiful she looked. I have never seen her dressed like that. But I was not in the mood to compliment her. I arrived at Erwin office and knocked on the door. He told me to come in, so that's what I did. He signal me to sit down. Erwin:"Thank you for coming, I wanted to talk about Y/N once again." Levi:"What is it." Erwin:"Kiss Petra." My eyes widen at the response Erwin gave me. Levi:"What did you just say." Erwin:"Make it seem like you are kissing Petra, you don't have to kiss her but fake it. Y/N needs to know you don't love her. This is the only way we can do it." My heart was pounding fast my mind suddenly went blurry. I can't do that! That's cruel, I don't want to hurt her in any way. But I have to do it whether I like it or not. Levi:"Fine." I got up and head out the door. Erwin:"Wait a minute, before you go. Meet us at 6:00pm on top of the roof, understood?" I did not looked at him and went out the door slamming it hard. I kept walking with my mind and vision blurry. I can't believe I'm doing this. I feel disgusted about myself. I'm so sorry, Y/N but I need to do this.
End of Levi's POV
5:50pm
I was walking down to the mess hall, I was the only person there. I decided to sit down at the table and thought about the incident that happened in the morning. He has never talked to me that way, I wonder what happened yesterday. As I was in my own thoughts I heard a voice behind me. Erwin:"Y/N." I stood up and faced Erwin. Y/N:"Yes." I said Erwin:"Follow me." he said I frowned and started to follow him. Y/N:"Where are we going?" I asked Erwin:"You'll see." I kept following him, are we going up to the roof? For what? I ignored my own thoughts and kept going up the stairs. Erwin opened the door and as soon as he opened the door he pointed to the right. My eyes went to where he was pointing at. I can't believe it...it's Levi...with Petra. Not only that but...are they kissing? I kept staring at both of them, my eyes started to get teary. Erwin:"He never loved you Y/N, that is what I was trying to tell you yesterday but I didn't knew how to say it. I'm sorry..." I blinked and tears rolled down my cheeks, I kept my head up high and head downstairs to my room.
Levi's POV
Me and Petra were waiting on the roof for Erwin and Y/N to arrive. My hands were shaking, my heart was beating so fast but it was aching at the same time. Petra was smiling while looking at me, she looked so happy. We turned around and saw the door open. That is the sign, Y/N is here. I quickly cupped Petra's cheeks making it seem like I was kissing her. My left hand was on her cheek while having the other cover her mouth. I was not going to kiss her after all, she disgusts me. I closed my eyes I did not wanted to see her expression. But I had the guts to do it and I opened them slowly not making it obvious. Her face expression looked so sad and disappointed. It was breaking my heart so bad, I did not wanted her to feel or see this. Y/N, you will always be in my heart. I will love you till the day I die. I'll never forget, ever.
