|A Scout's First Love||Levi Ackerman

Final Chapter: fifteen

My final decision is here...I thought about last night. I was looking out the window with my arms crossed then I saw Levi talking to the squad. Well, I didn't want to show my face after what happened yesterday. How should I tell Levi my decision, it's going to be so hard. I think I should leave him a note on his office.
I quickly went on my desk and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen.

Note
Levi, after the conversation we had last night in the forest. I had thought about what you said, if you really want to know my answer. Meet me in the forest today at night. I hope to see you there, this is your only chance.

Sincerely, Y/N

I scanned the letter over and over again to see if this was enough to say.
Y/N:"I mean what else can I say to this little dummy."
I put the letter on a envelope and stood up to head to Levi's office. My eyes were scanning the hallways to make sure no one was following me. But then I thought, what if Levi is in the office. Shit now what, well I need to go whether I like it or not. I grabbed the door handle and opened the door slowly. My head peaked in and there was no sign of Levi. I ran to his desk and placed the letter on the center of it.
I was looking around his office and his favorite tea set. I touched it and it had dust all over it, my fingers rubbed together as I felt the dust.
Y/N:"Dust? This is not him."
I saw the sunlight hit the office and I could see particles of dust flying around the office.
Some cleaning supplies were in a closet and decided to clean his office. I was very busy that I didn't notice someone standing on the door.
Y/N:"Shit hange! What is wrong with you!" I screamed softly
Hange:"Haha sorry Y/N didn't mean to scare you. But why are you in Levi's office?"
I gulped in embarrassment hoping she wouldn't see the envelope on the top of his desk. Her eyes gazed at the table and I quickly stood in front of the desk.
Y/N:"I was bored and decided to clean up his place since it's filthy like his ass."
Hange just chuckled softly and head out the door.
Hange:"I recommend you leave because Levi's is coming in a few minutes."
After Hange said that I quickly put the stuff where they belong and head out his office. I just really hope Levi does read the letter and meet me at the forest. I was fixing my hair on my way to the mess hall and bumped into someone, it was Erwin. Ever since the incident that happened five years ago I never liked him.
I looked at him with this hate in my eyes because of him me and Levi suffered this pain. I went to the other side of the hallway and began walking. Shit I forgot today we have training.
I groaned loudly at the thought of it but I remember I have a goal which is to get fit in order to fight this titans.
At the training station everyone was with their group doing every kind of exercise. I went to a corner and started doing exercise. I had a black sports bra and a navy blue short. I began doing sit-ups, push-ups, and punching my fists in the air as if in I was fighting someone. Somehow you gotta get fit whether you like it or not.
Connie:"Wow Y/N! You are really good!" he said excitedly
Y/N:"Get out my face before I punch you." I said annoyed
He starch the back of his his and began backing away slowly. My friendship with my friends have not been the same ever since me and Levi started talking. I sometimes let my sadness and my resentment towards my comrades. It's not their fault and I should stop. But I'm a person that keeps their feelings inside and does not talk about it. Sasha and Hange tried to comfort me but that really annoyed me. I'm not used to people comfort me when I'm having a bad day. I got used to people not asking me if I'm okay.
The training has been over an hour ago but I stayed doing my exercises. The sun was going down and I remembered about the letter I left on Levi's desk.
Y/N:"Shit, pretty soon it's going to be night and I'm over here doing this." I sigh and went to the showers