Controlled

a funerals and a wedding

jess pov 

me and jack are currently in the hospital with jack's family adrian was in a hit and run car accident apparently the doctor treating him is on the gang's payroll so know one will know what is going on. 

we been here for 2 hours and still havent heard anything it is very obvious that adrian is dead we just wanted more details and what the damage on his body is. 

after another few hours the doctor come up to us.

"i done an autopsy and i concluded that the car crash isn't what killed adrian he was shot 3 times in different parts of his body that killed him. im so sorry for you lost all of you, if you want to go see him nurse sarah will take you"he walks away with a sad look 

before any of us more vanessa ask the question im sure is on all of our minds

"who would want to kill him that bad" 

"i don't know he runs a gang it could've been anyone" i tell her 

"come on let's go see him and say goodbye" logan says and guides us over to the nurse who takes us to adrian 

when we get there we all agree to say goodbye separately vanessa goes first the logan and heidi then its my turn jack offers to come in with me but i need to talk to adrian alone even if he cant hear me so i decline, i step into the room and close the door before looking at the bed but once i do i regret it so much there he my adrian laying eyes close and pale. 

"adrian i'm sorry i couldn't love you the way you wanted me to but you'll always have a place in my heart" tears start pouring down my face as i hold his hand just standing there 

i have nothing else to say to him i just want to spend some time with him. 

after a few minutes i kiss his check still crying i walk out the room. 

as soon as im out the room jacks arms grab me and pull me into him, he started stroking my hair and whispering that it going to be okay over and over in my ear until my cries die down 

after his knows im ok he tells me to sit down on the chair outside adrians room why  he goes in. 

i just sit the waiting staring at the floor while playing with my hands 

jack pov 

i walk into adrian's room shutting the door and straight over to his bedside 

"i hope you learnt a lesson not to hide what is mine, jessica belongs to me and is mine and you took that from me i missed out on years with her because of you and now thanks to me you missed out on the rest of your life brother rest well"

with that i turn and walk out the room joining jessica we walk back to the car 

it been a couple of weeks its the day of adrians funeral we are currently on way to the church, luckily no one found out it was me that killed him i told mum and dad ill investigate who it was so they don't find out and also took over adrians gang. 

we got to the church and i stood with my family at the door greeting everyone while jess and the rest of the gang were sitting in their seats. 

once everyone is seated one by one friends and family of adrians come up and say somethings about him i decide not to speak and so did jessica 

after the funeral and lots of tears from random people that didnt even know him not how i knew him. after the church is finished we leave and go to my parents house they our throwing a dinner in adrians memory