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Jessica POV

its been two days since i called Ace there was bad weather so we was unable to travel like anything else could go wrong. its be very awkward between me and adrian since i found out it was him that caused jack crash we have hardly spoke any words to each other apart from about the travel arrangement. 

we are an hour away from landing  im starting to get nervous i dont know what to say to everyone only ace knows we are coming none of the other know what happened to me i dont know how to act with jack what if his the same what if he hurts me 

this is the risk im taking going to see him but i cant live knowing he could die and not know what happened or not knowing how much i did and still do love him i just hope im doing the right thing here. 

ace pov 

ive been in contact with adrian since my phone call with jessica his been keeping me updated on everything. 

jack is in a coma with a mild concussion, a broken nose, dislocated collarbone, broken wrist and hand, scratches all over his face and body and has internal bleeding. 

the doctors have tried everything they can his doctor is talking about turning the machines off that are helping him breathe but they cant do anything without jessica approval. 

hopefully she makes the right decision. 

jessica pov 

we landed and are on the way to the hospital adrian suggested we go to his and get the travel sent off us but i wanted to go straight to see everyone. 

once we pulled up in the car park my nerves really started to set in what if everyone mad at me or hates me adrian quickly parks and comes to open my door but i dont make a move to get out or even move and inch my brain going crazy on all the possibility of what will happen when i leave the car. adrian crouches down so his more level and able to see into the car

"what going on in you head" he asked turning my head to look at him 

"a lot" i bluntly reply 

in a quite and small voice like talking to a child he repys " look you wanted to come back here you were determied to come see my brother you are here now go in there and tell him everything he needs to know and everyone else in there dont let them bother you they all love and like you they wont be mad you got this okay" 

this being the most his said to me in two days i didnt know what to say so i just get out the car and start making my way into the hospital once we get to the doors adrian grabs my arm and twist me towards him

"this is where i leave you" 

"you not coming in" i ask he shakes his head in response

"there is a room full of people up there that all know what i did and want me dead"

"oh thank you" 

"what for" 

"everything for being there when i needed you for trusting me for helping me for never leaving me for everything over the last two years" 

"your welcome" he smiles "ill always be there for you whenever you need me" i wrap my arms around his neck as he hugs me back from around the waist 

after a quick hug I slowly turn and walk into the hospital going straight to the VIP wing where Adrian told me jack is, in the elevator on the way to the top floor where the wing is my hand start to sweat and my nerves kick in.

the elevator opens onto the floor filled with jack friends they cant see me yet as the waiting room is around the corner as far as I can tell its only jack on the floor.

I'm so nervous to see everyone I can hear them all talking as I get closer to the waiting room.

what they are talking about makes me stop in my tracks and not move an inch

"we don't know where she is we need to make the choice we cant leave him like this" I think that was Damon

"what are you suggesting we turn off the machine and let my son die" that was Heidi the place goes silent.

I didn't know they would be here

peeking out from the hallway I see both of jack parents Logan and Heidi and his sister Vanessa standing up in front of everyone, kol sitting down with his arm around Chloe, Ryder with some blonde girl, Harley and ace with there arms around some girls that look a lot alike and Zane and Damon standing in the far edge.

breaking the awkward silence I decided to show myself walking out from behind the wall I walk into the room they are all in before I can say anything or react Vanessa arms are squeezing me in a bone crushing hug

"omg i missed you so much where have you been"

"ill tell you another time" i let her know

finally releasing each other i look up around the room the only people who look glad to see me are jacks family and ace, no one makes a move to do anything and im starting to feel really awkward

ace is the first to move coming up and hugging me.

introducing me to the three girls Elizbeth who is Ryders girlfriend and Sophie and Sophia who are Harley and ace girlfriends and there twins.

after introductions are out they way the rest of them seem to ease up first starting with Chloe everyone hugs me and says hello even Heidi hugs me which shocked me as she wasn't that nice the last time we spoke.

turning serious i ignore everyone else and turn to Logan and Heidi.

"can i go see jack" i ask

before they could answer Kol speaks up

"no you cant first tell us where you have been we have been looking for you for 2 years wasted time looking for you and you walk back in here acting like nothing happened asking to see jack" he pretty much yells at me

not being bothered with him i look him in the eyes and say each word sternly

"i am not asking you"

jacks dad steps in not waiting to anger kol even more

"follow me ill show you where his room is"

following him into the hallway we start walking to where jack is.

once we are at jacks room outside the door Logan gently turns me to him

"im just going to warn you its not a pretty site in there"

"i can handle it" i tell him but in my mind im not sure i can

"jack changed his medical record so only you can decide what happened to him the doctors are talking about turning off the machines helping him breath but they cant do anything without your consent" without waiting for me to reply Logan walks away.

bracing myself by talking a few deep breaths i open the door after a few minutes, what behind the door Logan was right i wasn't ready to see him like this.

laying on the bed was jack with loads of different machines attached to his body a cast on his hand and arm another one on his leg, fading cuts and fresh ones along with bruises.

i didn't realise i was crying till i felt something wet hit my hand

quickly shutting the door ad walking into the room i sit on the chair next to his bed and cry.

i cry for all the times he hurt me

i cry for all the time we missed out on

i cry for the love i feel for him

i cry for all the hurt we both been through

grabbing his hand i kiss each of his knuckles slowly whispering i love you after each kiss.

sobering up my crying i stand up and kiss his forehead he as i do one of his hand twitch and the heart machine speeds up

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was meant to release this chapter yesterday but forgot

hope you all had a good Christmas

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