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The girls

Jessicas p.o.v

3 years ago--
I needed a break from reality for a bit so I decided to go to the movie but when I got there it said the show had been cancelled for today :(
There was another young girl sitting down she must have been my age maybe older I walked over to ask her if she new why the movie was cancelled she said she didn't know i took it as an opportunity to make a new friend as I don't have any the only friend I have ever had doesn't talk to me anymore since he go of with him..
"Hey do u want to go do something" I asked the girl who's name I still didn't know
"Sure but what"
We went bowling and to get something to eat her name is Chloe and I think we are going to be great friends.
we actually found out we have a lot in common we like the same food, music, activities and tv shows.

2 years ago-- Chloe's p.o.v
I'm going to tell her today we have been friends for over a year now she deserves to know and I can trust her with this its in my past but it's still in my head, I just don't know how I'm going to tell her how do u tell someone something like this.
2 hours later- "hey thanks for meeting me" she looks at me with a worried look
"Is everything okay"
"Not really I need to tell u something but I need you not to say anything till I've finished telling you" I say trying to calm my nerves
She nods in response so I continue with what I'm going to tell her and hope it doesn't change anything between us, she is my best friend and I don't want to loose her over my past my mind is screaming not to tell her but my heart know it's the right thing to do and I always listen to my heart stupid i know so here it goes
"From the age of 12-16 I worked on the streets selling my body"
She gasps as I feel tears start to form in my eyes but I carry on
"My dad kicked me out and my mum didn't want to know me she never has done that why she left the moment she gave birth to me and my dad blamed me for that he use to abuse me and one day I hit him back and he kicked me out with nothing and no where to go, I found my mum a week later and she had another family of her own and said she didn't need me, so I did the only thing I could to get off the streets and have some money I started selling my body"
The tears were rushing down my face with ever word I spoke Jessica looked shocked and speeches but what else would I expect her to do. After a few minutes she didn't speak so I spoke again
" I totally understand if u don't want to be friends with me anymore I wouldn't either"
She looked and me even more shocked and started shaking her head 'no, like a mad women and all I could do was laugh and her ridiculous she looked finally she spoke and relief washed through my body
"I'm not leaving you not now not ever you are my best friend and that's not going to change cause of your past" she said in her mum voice(when someone voice sound like it's your mum talking to you and not your friend)

1 year ago-- Chloe's p.o.v
After I told Jessica about my past she helped me out by letting me stay at hers for a bit then my brother finally moved out and let me move in with him
Jessica p.o.v-
2 years ago I dropped out of college I was learning catering but need money to pay for my apartment after my parents and twin brother and sister died 4 years ago in a car accident I've been living alone in a studio apartment then the landlord wanted more money so I started working more at the diner  and going to college less the finally I just dropped out.
People always think I've have a hard life because of the car accident but my life has been the same as most poor 19 year old just without parents.
No I work at the diner full time waitressing

Present day-- Jessica p.o.v
Today is my first day off in weeks so me and Chloe are going to have a girly night in at mine and watch some films while stuffing out face with pizza and chocolate.
We watched 3 films
We watched our all time favourite film the notebook then the vow then finally the longest ride
After they finished we clean up all the mess we made then made out way to the bedroom one by one we used the bathroom to do our night time routine I set the alarm for us as we both needed to be up early in the morning her for college and me for work
Soon after we both feel into a deep slumber of sleep
4 hours later
I'm woken up to the sound of screaming I knew it was Chloe having another nightmare about her past, I shake her lightly but she don't stop I shout for her to wake up but she doesn't I shake her more violently this time and she shots up in a panic we stay up for another hour as she talks about her dream and crying into my neck as I hug her finally she falls back asleep and I let sleep over take me again.

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A.N-
Just a little chapter into the girl friendship and life's

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