THIS BOOK IS ABOUT STOCKHOLM SYNDROME READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
Jessica(jess) is an innocent 19 year old who works In a diner in the centre of town,the same place her world is about to change.
Now meet jack(jax) the leader of the country everyone know...
"SOMEONE GET THE DOCTOR" I scream as, running out the room with Jess, I turn to the small hospital room we have in the house.
The doctor was already in there waiting, when we arrived and got straight toward but not before pushing me out of the room.
Why would she do this to herself she has a roof over her head, food and clothes and people in the house that love her and she did this to herself?
I know she's in good hands the same doctor that treated her after the car crash is with her now so I go to the office to deal with some work.
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"Sir miss Anderson is awake" one of my men who name I don't care to know the name of inform me.
I shot up to my feet and rushed out the door to go see my baby-girl, I got to outside her room when the doctor came out almost bumping into me.
"Jack we need to talk" he tells me in a voice that leaves no room for argument.
"Talk then" I demand him to do at once.
"she said she tell you after the crash but I've got a feeling she didn't Jessica was pregnant"
i felt like my world just stopped she was pregnant with my baby after i raped her
"what do you mean was" i shouted at him
"She stabbed herself right in the abdomen; she knew what she was doing jack it wasn't to kill herself it was to kill the baby" he hissed back at me.
Without saying anything I rush past him into the room Jessica is in, she was laying in bed looking at her phone ignoring that anyone even cam in the room.
"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM" I scream at her catching her attention.
Putting her phone away she looks up at me alarmed eyes wide open.
"What are you talking about" she whispers so quietly I early heard it?
"you stabbed yourself to kill our baby!" i shout at her
"I STABBED MYSELF TO SAVE THAT BABYS LIFE SO IT WASNT A VICTUM OF RAPE!" she shouts at me.
I didn't reply I couldn't I didn't know what to say but she wasn't finished as she carried on talking in a calmer tone now but still trying to get her point across.
"i never wanted this jack i didn't want to be a mum at 19 and i dint want to be a mum by being raped"
"Don't you think I know that Jessica I don't know what happened okay I didn't want to do that to you I was just mad and it happened" I said getting quieter with my voice as I spoke.
"So what I'm just you're punching bag to take all your anger out on whenever your mad I am person too even if your don't want to treat me like one" she raised her voice again.
i was about to reply when i heard someone start to clap their hands turning around i see Adrian lean against the door frame
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"what are you doing here brother" i spat at him he doesn't reply just smirks at me
Adrian walks into the room and towards the bed to see Jessica but I quickly stand in his way not letting him through.
"I ask you a question Adrian" still not replying he turns to jess.
"Love? Are you okay?" he questions the girl without even looking at me I turn to see Jessica looking at him not even caring that I can see he practically undressing my brother infront of me.
"I'm fine adrian thank you for coming" her voice a lot more sweeter then before.
"How did you even know she was here?" I question him again trying to get a response from him.
"I texted him" Jessica sweet voice reaches my ears. I turn and snarl at her.
"I wasn't asking you" I snap at her, she cowards into the bed and looks down at her lap while I turn my attention back to Adrian.
Adrian places a hand on my shoulder and looks me in the eyes bending so he can talk into my ear she jess can't hear us.
"no wonder she stabbed her self who would want a baby with someone who makes them look like that at-least she look at me with love"
That was my last straw as I pushed him so he falls backward landing against the wall I charge at him landing a right hook on his face I hear Jessica whimper behind me and I guess Adrian did too as he grabbed my arms and pined me under him, having me struggle under him .
"you need to get a grip of yourself brother you're scaring Jessica she's scared off you enough don't give her another reason to be" he tells me calmly i look at Jessica to see her eyes filled with tears and a scared expression on her face but what really got me was the look of disappointment in her eyes i stop fighting off adrian and lay the waiting for him to get off me. adrian stands up aswell as me, Adrain looks at jess before walking off, just before he leave he stops at the door and turn his head back toward her.
"I shouldn't have come here you're receiving and I'm just causing more stress I'm sorry love ill see you soon" with that he leaves out the door leaving me and jess alone again.
For a very long time we didn't say anything just sat in silence looking at each other but that all we needed in the moment.
"I'm sorry, for everything from first meeting you to today I'm sorry for all of it but i can't let you go so I'm sorry for that i wish i could but i can't" i was the first to break the silence
"You can't just say sorry once and think ill forgive you when you just do it again" she snapped at me quietly, taking a deep breath she calms her self "I need a change jack not just words" she finally whispers to me.
"i know that but its hard, its like i can't control it when you do things i don't like it makes me snap and everything after that is out of my control" i tel her opening up to her
"your 21 jack not 2 learn to control it i can't be with you when your like this we bearly been together for a month and your damaged me mentally and physically i need to heal"
"so where does this leave us"
"jack i love you even after everything i love you but i don't want to be controlled I'm laying in a hospital bed for the second time since knowing you I'm hurt and i need to heal, i won't run away from you but we need to grow together i think it better if we break up while you learn to control yourself and i heal my body from damage" tears flow from her eyes as she breaks down in front of me seeing her in this state kills me.
I go to her side and sit down on the bed hugging her to me while she breaks down.
"i don't want to break up" my voice cracks as tears flow out my eyes aswell as hers she looks up at me from my chest wrapping her arms around my neck she leans him kissing me slowly our tears mixing together we didn't have to say anything else we both sat there crying in each others arms my tears stop shortly after while her carry on, i shifted us so we are laying down her sobs getting louder i stared stroking her hair and back to calm her down eventually her breath evened out and her tears stopped.
I slowly move from under her while she slept standing to my full hight I lean down and kiss her on the forehead, slowly stocking her face I stand up and leave to go make arrangement for her I'm not having her leave me ever she is mine.
i just have to keep this little act up for a while till i know i have her in my web again i will control her no matter what even when she thinks I'm not she is controlled by me always
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I'm sorry its been so long.
i actually don't like the chapter so much but hope you guys do
